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Wednesday, March 28, 2007


Normalcy eludes me
still trying to catch up on my Otaku-ing, i didn't update on monday but i believe i tried to visit people, i don't really remember, sorry if it didn't, my mom is trying to catch up on her stupid college work, which sorta annoys me, but whatever, i got on first today so i'm going to do all my stuff in a row and then let her do her bit of stuff, i don't understand why she doesn't do all this crap during the 4 days i'm at my father's house, but oh well no use getting all crazy about this stuff, i just have to adjust, that's all.

well i got some new shoes, a pair of Black Sambas, so i'm rockin it old-school, i guess that is what prompted me to break out a pair of pants from 8th grade [which i fot into, i'm a 32 again] and a Excel Saga shirt from freshman year, so i was clad in all black, but in my opinion i look more like Johnny Cash or a beatnik rather than an emo which is good for me because i'd rather be able to do as they do and not look like them, once i get a bit more color in my flesh i'll be able to pull of the whole Kira Yamato look of dressing like you robbed hot topic, but looking cool and calm instead of like a squirrelly little emo. maybe its just in my area, but a lot of the wrist-cutters in my school look like twitchy little chipmunks, all these little tweaky fruits, i swear they're popping the wrong pills, either that or they're on meth.

but it seems i'm once more ranting once more about the little dejected losers, which i admit is kinda funny to do on a blog, but hey has logic ever stopped me before? but i can't help it, this little shits irritate me, because a lot of times they are pretty attractive, i mean the emo look is quite attractive, the girls with the lolita look, the slightly slutty outfits or the cool colered hear and make-up, basically emo chicks, fashion wise are the hottest look, as do i like the fruity-brooding look of the emo guy, the feminine appeal is just my style, its just the personalities of these people makes me wish their repeated suicide attempts would succeed, luckily for me my bouncy happy beaner enjoys the look and is, as all you guys no, almost intolerably happy, so i'm good in that respect, and i'm slowly starting to cross over to the tight side, though at times the front-wedgies kinda discourage me from completly adopting the look, plus i'd like to remain verile and tight pants are not good for the sperm count, which i suppose is karma, all these irriating lemmings will never have enough shot to hit the ovarian target so i suppose, as the lead singer from Linkin Park put it, this is where it ends. but i guess my style isn't completly emo, being as i don't want to have the complexion of mayonaise, nor do i wish to make it look like i fought a weed-whacking with my thighs and inner-arms, also i don't think that covering my face with possibly the ugliest hair styles i've seen as well as shoving so much metal in my face it looks like an industrial accident. i suppose i want to be a straight up pretty-boy, emo without the suicide, that is my best discription of my style i wish to have, the Kira Yamato or Asaba Hideaki style, i'd like to have that look, and i will eventually reach that, i am reforming my body, and once my beaner-brain gets here i'll have a make-up and hair artist, though my hair is great already.

i hope to write more AP today, i've really been slacking because all the crap going on, once i finally get a schedule down i'll be able to get back to writing AP more often, but i hope to dust it off today and at least get a scene done, who knows, maybe if i keep writing and bitching, and pushing, more people will read.
maybe.

i've been getting more sleep recently, despites Bev's best efforts, but i still think its cute when she calls me in the middle of the night to talk, she is a great lover, i bet even better when we are together. i really really love her, i think about her always, she is my everything, my world, my life, my love.

-quote-

"pants from 8th grade, a shirt from 9th, and brand new shoes."

-me this morning.

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HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!

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