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Wednesday, April 4, 2007


continual irritance.
things are getting a little better and worse at the same time. i found out i can get a new 1gb sandisk for about $40, so when i get it together i can go get one, though my computer likes to reject connecting with my sandisk, so i'm guessing when i get a new one that my comp will argue with it as well, i realize things could get worse, hell they could get a lot worse, but this is still biting my ankles. i just don't like having even the smallest problems, i feel like they must be solved, i can equate it to when i play RPGs, usually i heal my characters, even if they are missing only a little HP, i like things to be perfect and fixed, and usually i can fix most immeadiatly apparent problems.

i suppose i'm just spoiled, i'm so used to getting things the way i like it that when things go a bit awry i get all whacked out of shape, i don't think its all that i'm lucky or have some built-in ability or life that allows me such decidence, i think its more that i'm so laid back and complacent in most situations that things that would upsdet other people doesn't really get to me, but right now i have some problems i really wish i could get resolved.

another thing i'm quite worried about is the fact that the package i sent to Bev last tuesday has still no gotten to her, and i'm worried it got lost in the mail, which would be really bad, because something very personal and lovey is in there, a thing completly irriplaceable, and if it goes poof i really think i'll be quite upset. its this cute little manga Bev drew for me, about us when we first meet this summer, and s4he sorta stopped drawing it a while ago, so i figured if i sent her the old pages, and asked her to draw ew ones that it might work, asd well as she could make copies of them so that the next time she is going to draw a new page she could look where the last left off, because the last time i asked her to she said that she forgot what happened last, i was really hoping this would work, but it looks scary right now. of course the packages take a long time to get here or there quite often so maybe this will take its sweet time like others have. i really hope things turn out well in that respect, because as far as lve goes its my top priority. i was lucky that when i accidently left my binder in the lunch room no one messed with it or stole it, maybe that just depleted my luck for a while, but i'm really hope i can borrow a bit more and get that package there, its possible that it was my fault, or that maybe someone at the beaner's house mistook it as not Bev's.

who knows? things very well could go wrong or right to a high degree, which is really not helping me, this pressure really sucks, because i've got other shit i've got to do today, because all of my teachers are deciding to get one last instance of ass-raping before spring break being as both the student teachers are giving tests that we did not have much prep for, German teacher is having us do a skit where we order things at a restuarant when we had almost no time to practice this, and we have another test in forensics, which i never do good on, i must say that junior year is really stepping up the game as far as difficulty wise.
man is senior year going to be fun! my back just got better after i fucked it up shooting coke cans with a bow and arrow, i just got pissed off and blew some shit up with it, but i stretched my back a little wrong, but it feels better now. i think today i'm going to put an arrow into an old keyboard.

i just need to kill something.

then i have homework to do, so visiting may not happen today, but you have to give me credit, i've gotten better at visiting!
i'll try to keep the improvements flowing like fine wine.

-Quote-

"What a happy little world you live in,
dream on fool...
dream on"

-Albel Nox

look! a beaner to visit!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!

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