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Monday, April 9, 2007


over-doing it
i suppose that explains why no one likes to comment on my site, because i have too muck crap on it, but i don't know how to cut down on the stuff, i guess i could put a lot of the stuff in a box type thing, but that wouldn't cut down on the stuff here, just condense it, but a lot of people do that, condense their crap, i just don't know if i could do it write, i couldn't get my AP links to marquee right, so i doubt i could correctly box up all the old quiz results, and other random things. i suppose i should ask that if i do that would you guys come to my site more opften, or comment more often, or if that's not it, what should i do to get you guys to come here more?

i hope you guys like the new picture of my lover at the beginning of my site, i really think she looks cute in there, all puckered up and posing, at least she looks happy for once. for such a happy person she is always moody in piuctures because i guess she doesn't like taking them, i'm just happy she does things like this for me, she really is sweet. we talked a lot today, like usual, it was a lot less cute and a lot more engaging today, i must say that bev knows me very well, and she can pretty much get whatever she wants out of me, luckily she also knows how to make it an enjoyable experience.

i wasted most of today, because i just roll that way. i spend the morning looking for Hentai on photobucket, mostly out of curiousity, as all of you guys know i'm not subject to most things people deem "erotic" no, my loins are excited by random and complicated things, which only two people on earth know how to regularly deal with, but i will not digress into that, because i'm sure i'm skirting the edge already, i just want to amplify the concept of my lack of libido as well as my intense monogomy. but let me get back to my original subject, yes i was trolling the hentai, and i must say that there are some strange things on there, one i found particular amusing was Tenten naked, doing her scroll jutsu, but instead of weapons dildos rained down. in fact the naruto hentai was pretty funny, Sasuke in level one curse mark orally pleasuring Sakura, Kin, Zaku and Dosu gang raping Sakura, TenTen masterbating with the hilts of all her weapons while Lee watched, then there was Naruto doing what i'd imagine was a Uzumaki 1k penis barrage. i have to say that the thing i find most disinteresting in hentai is the exagerating of the male sexual organ, in the Naruto barrage one i swear it looked like a siamese twin, as well as there are way to many gang bang shots as well as the oh so interesting japanese practice of Bukkake or as i'd like to call it a shooting gallery. i won't elaboorate directly into that, but i think you get my meaning, that just kinda scares me, because as a guy i i've really grown to dislike that fluid, so to see a shoujo covred in it just seems like a waste. also the sorta zoom-in on the genitals kinda irks me, because i really don't care about that, its really the faces i find entertaining, that sorta blushy-moany look. also there is the fact the pixelate the stuff on photobucket, which i always hate, because while i don't particularly want to see crotches, the fact they are editted irritates me deeply, if there is a thing there it should be there. thats why i perfer yuri, the female area is not exaggerated or made to look wierd [although i suppose asking a male virgin on female sexual anatomy is kinda strange] at least in my opinion, i really find no sexiness in the ole girl on girl, no more than guy on guy, i'd like it better if the one well, orally pleasing the girl were male, but then he'd have a wiener the siuze of a canoe, so oh well.

but enough on my strange pass times, i think i should start covering for myself again, though i also seem to think that my constant insistance on an innocent curiousity sort of makes it seem like i'm lying or try to convince myself, but there is also the consideration that no one ever fucking believes me, so i guess the justification is needed. really it all started with me lookinh in the back of my rightstuf catalogue for yaoi anime for Bev, but all the hentai is either yuri or straight, so i ended up reading all these interesting hentai plots, interesting like "who the fuck thinks of these things? and how do you get turned on by THAT!?" so i decided to look for a bit of the naughty stuffs on the interweb, i guess i'm just wierd, i look at things that every guy looks at and never speaks about for reasons completly different then write a 1 hour post about it. i guess i just over-do things, as the title states, but i'd rather say things like this openly, and see the people who stand with me, who understand or accept me, then to keep all my worst thoughts and actions inside so that i won't offend anyone. i'm me, so here i stand, accept me or not, and incase the guy in bondafe gear licking the shaved bust of a man covered in man-fluids in the opening of my site, or the narusasu one where once again their legs are coated in the male ingredient to the making of a baby, if those didn't warn you that this isn't a safe or innocent place, well i guess that post just told you so huh?

i'm proud of myself for so easily being able to view adult things completly neutrally, then talk about them, both me and my lover are pretty much immune to the feeling of sexual arousal based on porn, so if worse comes to worse i have her. i'm happy to know that wierd things make me horny, i love being me, being able to look at sex and laugh, look at yaoi and think of my lover, and get a boner durimg lipstick comercials because i'm really into lips and kiss/ing/es/marks.

so there people, thats me, take it or leave it, another post i winged, and i can't wait to read your comments.



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!

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