myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Monday, April 16, 2007

ever time i try to leave, they keep pulling me back in.
well it seems i still have a bit to rant about, though i think that this may be a transitional post, because i see that most of you guys are sick of my rambling and ranting on this subject, so i may as well move on some time in the near future.

kicking a guy in the balls that is trying to rape you in perfectly okay, i can see a person doing that out of fear, FEAR! as in "i have to protect myself from bodily har,. so i will ball-check him." that i'm okay with, because the person is doing out of a sort of passion, they want to live and thrive, so i would not see that as bad.

what would be bad howevber would be to, upon getting the idea to kick the guy in the nuts, smile and enjoy kicking him in the balls, losing all fear of bodily harm in favor for hurting this other person, that is what i don't like, that these people enjoyed killing the crazy murderer guy, they weren't afraid of him, they didn't think they'd die, they were enjoying killing him. that is what i disapprove of.

and there is a very good reason i hate the girls more than Stuntman Mike, and that is that Mike is evil, i knew he was evil and he always was going to be evil. these gals were supposed to be victims, innocent, good. if they had fought back out of desperation, fear, hatred or anger i would have been fine with that, but they didn't, they found satisfaction in killing this man and thus i no longer saw them as innocent victims but as people just as evil as him. so in a way i see them as being dynamically worse because they went from good to bad, Stuntman Mike was a static character. plus i just normal like the bad guys, i'm wierd like that, so yes i'm probably biased towards Stuntman mike's side but every person is biased to one side or the other, if we had no opinion to start with then i doubt we'd feel as strongly as we do. though ,aybe i'd feel stronger, if something caused my perception to shift farther, being as i hate those chicks for becoming so evil so fast.

and as far as if i'd help or abandon the weak, i'd help those who want help, but there are people who are perfectly happy being weak, those are the people i dislike, or those who make no effort to get stronger. those who are pushed to me as something amazing but are not. yes i'd abandon weak people if i saw them as a person who doesn't want to change. "i'm weak and i'm proud of it!" i'm met plenty of these people, so maybe its the fact that i'm not specific enough in my hatred, which i can fix if given enough time, if you are up to it i'll keep narrowing down the people i hate and why until you understand, i don't care if you agree, just want to be understood.

and as far as if i hate women more for being what i view as imperfect, i suppose i can't give a definate answer to that because no matter what people say sexes are not equal, different genders have different standards and attributes, so there can be no uniformity in standards between the two as far as i see. i can't really tell you if i hate traitorous girls more than traitorous males, i may just because it stirs up the fear in me of losing my love, the most precious thing in all the universe, i suppose maybe out of some sort oif subconcious survval iunstinct i'm unduely harsh towards gals. but on the same token in the media women have it set on sadism and betrayal, in a movie a women is much more likely to get revenge in a round-about or indirect way, or show what i'd call innappropriate emotion than males do. though it could just be what i watch, but people agree with me so i think that standard holds.

well enough of all this self absorded ranting, i don't see myself as being self centred because i love myself too muchto ever believe i'm wrong, but i could see how a person might get that idea, being as i am so awesome who could people not assume i'm full of myself. [i love irony]

because i, and my lover love ourselves so much we have sort have developed certaoin habits, which the two of us are going to try tpo break for a month, personally i think its worth it just to see Bev try not to for such a long time, last night was a bitch for me though, because i wqasn't really tired before i go to bed, and basically my brain was trying to convince me that dropping out of our little bet would make me sleep, luckily i eecideed to just suffer until i passed out. this is going to be a fun month.

my eyes hate me for some reason, they've been hurting every once in a while and now they're all blood-shot, i think i need new contacts, those these have no obvious defects and the pain isn't a bad contact kinda hurt. i've gotten pains that felt like" smokey room, eyelash in eye, and HOLY SHIT thats bright! yeah, saturday night my eyes decided to get all dilated on me and looking at the TV hurt, except when i forgot it did, then i'd remember and it'd hurt again.

-Quote-

i believe as Shinji Ikari put it...

"I'm fucked up"

good night folks!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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