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Monday, April 23, 2007


lack of energy.
yep, i feel pretty drained today, i didn't get much sleep the last two nights, so i have a bit of a pep deficiency, i will try to go about my daily Otaku-ing, i don't really take much to napping, and i really have nothing else to do, but i might half-ass my commenting, so i don't know if its fair to go around sites or not, being as doing that just makes it seem like you're trying to cheat people into visiting you, so i guess i can say that if you feel i half-assed my comment to you then you cani do the same to me. sorry that i'm not really up to stuff today, i really should sleep more, but i'm just not good at it.

today was a bit of mixed experiences. first hour i acted like an ass and relaxed with my friends, third hour i fell asleep in the planetarium. fourth hour i got really freaked out during my speech, i think because i'm so tired and i didn't expewct to go today, so i think i did worse than usual on my speech, it weas probably a B or C speech and 6th hour was more hard ass math, i'm happy to be out of school and a day closer to playing more Dragon Quest.

i've gotten farther in it, and i finally got the fan service character up to the point she learned all the "sex appeal" moves i like, now time to work on her dominatrix undertones with whipping skills, at least now she doesn't die constantly like before, niether does the random, drunkard pretty-boy, womaniser. i'd like to point out i really kinda messed up naming my character, being as i didn't know all the characters were british, i named the msain character "Shiro" so now we have one japanese named character in a sea of brits, if i had known he were british i'd have named him "Doctor" or "Captain Jack Harkness" hell even "Dalek" would have been better, but now i'm stuck with a silly name. that and it takes a while to get the bunny suit, i wanna make the rtandom fan-service girl even more of a stereotype, but its taking SO LONG! oh well, i just might have to try to make a rush forward like i did before, sneak into places i'm not supposed to go and then i could get the silk bustier i need to turn her into a full-fledged retro sexual fantasy.

as for my fantasising, its been 7 days ssince i went on my little self-abstenence mission along with my devoted lover, and i'm still doing fine, i kinda miss it a little and i have to remind myself sometimes not to, but other than that i'm doing fine, its not like i'm tearing my hair out over it, if i am tempted i just stop myself, which takes very little effort, then go on with my life. whats really cute is how hard this is on Bev, everytime i ask her she sounds exausted and desperate, like its taking every ounce of control in her body not to do things to herself. she is so adorable, i'm really lucky to have a lover that is as cute and fun to be around as her. i'm looking forward to these next 23 days, because i like messing with Bev as much as she likes to do it with me, i really love driving her crazy and this is the perfect way. my poor beaner, she's going crazy over this, i love her cuteness.

yep, and i love how sweet she is too, she knew i was sleppy last night, and she actually stoodf up to me to make me go to sleep. usually when she asks if i wanna go to sleep i tell her i'm goiung to stay up with her, last night she said "no, you're going to sleep baby, because i own you and i'm telling you to." that was really cute so i couldn't really resist, i had to let her win and go to sleep, she's just to adorable to fight back against. she has so much power over me, just like an owner should over their puppy. and i'm glad top belong to her, to be her propert and her possession. i see that as a sweet thing, for someone to want you and to care for you so much. i have a great girlfriend, and i'm never letting her go.

and based on the fact i was dreading today and sleepy as hell i called Bev this morning to cheer me up, she picked up in her usual sleep irresistably cute manner and asked what was up, i told her and she immeadiatly went into kissy-cheer-up mode, and it really worked.

-Quote-

Me: i feel sad, make feel better lover.

Bev: Awwwww, i love you *tons of kisses*

Me: will you love me forever and always?

Bev: Yep, and all the kisses i'm gong to give and leave on you will be proof of that.

that really cheered me up all day, that last thing she said, my vivid imagination, the sweetness of her voice and how appealing her lips sound really helped too.

visit my loving owner


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!

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