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Thursday, April 26, 2007


Free day!
i'm off today which means late-night updating. personally i like doing it like this better because i'm tired and an inhabitions i have are gone because my brain is just coasting. today may have had some great occurances that i will speak about, but as of right now my brain is going blank.

well i guess i can do a bit more on the ole "non-self-pleasure" marathon that me and my lover are on, today we played a bit of verbal chicken with eachother, which i of course won because Bev is so sensitive, so amarous, and with her not being able to get in her usual 3-5 sessions her hair trigger is like a... damn, what would be weaker than hair? but anyway i got Bev into attack mode and she said the right thing long enough that i started to feel a bit tingly, but then she kinda snapped out of it, used up all her lust. so being as i was already started i decided to fight back, and didn't get through a sentance before she begged me to stop before she had one, so that me feel good thaqt if i ever want to be more than the helpless puppy on the bottom i don't really have to do much. i really feel bad for my love, because really its not that she's taking me on something i'm good at, just something she's terrible at, so i really pitty her.

me i'm doing fine, i mean i have a lot of great thoughts and i kinda think "oh i wanna think of that fatasy" but i just tell myself "no" and i can hold it back, i think its because i'm sponcered by Bev so its not just that i want to win, or that i want to not do it as much as possible, but the fact that not doing it makes her happy makes this one the easiest things i've ever done.

i don't know if its the fact that i'm not touching myself, or it could be that i'm just really in love with her, that i've been with her for almost 2 years or that i'm just desperate for her affection, kisses and markings, but i'm really going nuts with desire to see her, to feel her lips and to have her make me cuter and decorate me all up. man does it suck sometimes to be so desperately in love with someone, i know its moments like these that make the time we'll spend with eachother even more special, but that doesn't change the fact that i'm clawing at the walls right now. Don't get me wrong though, its not as if this makes me not want to be with Bev, or regret that i fell for her, i don't see it as a bad thing really, its just amazing how much you can love someone, and i know that if she can drive me crazy now with her voice and lip sounds, i'm really going to have fun once i'm with her. i really have to haqve her take a lot of pictures, because i never want to forteget the time we spend with each other, plus i thibk it'll be dso cute to show off pictures of myself after Bev makes me over, covers me in gloss, draws and writes on me, as well as uses me as her own personal chew-toy. i know that those will be memories i never want to lose, plus i want to brag to all you guys with my decorated pics.

Well tomorrow i will devote to gaming, which will be a nice escape from my usual bored desperation for bev or thinking of all the fantasies i'd love to imagine in more detail. whats kind of funny is that game has planty of moments that would before have given me ideas from which i'd enjoy myself, but now, or at least for the next 20 days, i'm enjoyment free so i guess i just better hope i have a great memory. but as far as the game goes sans my demented imagination, i'm hoping i'll be able to get one of the fan-service girl's better costumes, i really wish i could get the lolita outfit earlier, but it takes almost the whole game to do that, which kinda sucks. but i guess i can at least say she'll have all her dominatrix powers by then, "lashings of love" as well as the power to make characters unable to attack out of lust 12.5% of the time, because that is awesome. until then death by blowing kisses and hip attacks must do.

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best english ever, this is an article from my forensics class:

$ Dorothea Puente $

Dorothea Puente was a well known nice older lady in her neighborhood in her downtown Sacremento boarding home. She couldn't get enough before committing these brutal murders she had got in trouble multiple times from forgery checks to fraud treasury fraud and also three counts of theft and vagrancy all together she had to at least have eight years in jail and seven months on parole. During her masquerade she had married a lot of times threw her years she had married about several times while all died in there two years of marriage and forgery checks were also done. after getting sentanced by jury three times she came up with a plan to kill the elderly folks she was taking care of and get the money. All the killings lead up when killing multiple victims she would drug them or take them up to the room and slice them up and bury them in the backyard or put them in a coffin filled with mothballs and dump it in the river. but Ms.Puente wasn't doing her dirt by lonesome she rolled with a homelessalcoholic known only as "adopted" and her handyman in her murders. what people think that lead to all of this was her miserable childhood experiences. To two alcoholics, Trudy Mae yates and Jesse James Gray. Her father was a cotton picker. Both parents abused her, and she often had to scavenge for food. Puente's father died when she was four. Her mother died when Dorothea was six years old and she was sent to an orphanage until realtives from Fresno, California took her in. In later life she lied about her childhood, saying that she was one of 18 children who were born and raised in Mexico. these murdrers was a cause of greed she always wanted high priced things as Gucci and Prada but with the money she got after killing her tenentes she had over 2 face lift panty holes everyday and Gucci robes new wings and everything all these killings were over greed.

Me no speak ingissh not-good, i is perfect talker!

visit Bev, her spanglish makes that look good [plus she's cuter]


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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