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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Monday, April 30, 2007
blind tangent.
well it appears i went off on a random rant about my crazy past and all my skeletons in my closet, all crazy going in and on about me and my fucked up life, and it appears what set it off was Myui saying my acknowledgement that my characters yell too much was a minor success, not my ability to now show the smallest inkling of self scrifice towards anyone besides Bev. so it appears that that little insight into my life was completly and totally unnessacary. so on that note i think i'll just get on with my life, every once in a while i go all brooding over the shit that's behind me, but being as you guys can tell that in all the time i've been on here i've only mentioned those things in depth once you can see i'm not exactly haunted.
well anyway i got very little sleep last night, being as i end up going to sleep about 12 hours after i got up after getting 10+ hours of sleep, so i'm not really tired when i lay down in bed, that and the fact that i'm blue-balling myself i can't even go for my normal placebo "well maybe if i toss off i can finally fall asleep." and since i'm about midway through my 30 days of abstenance thats not exactly an option. so i just layed there trying all kinds of different positions and combinations, holding weenie dog, not holding weenie dog, 1 sheet, 2 sheets, no sheets, side, stomach, back. basically just manically spinning my wheels until i think i just passed out finally, and based on that bit of fun i was of course tired today.
in public speaking we have to make some damn comercial for a product we make up, i wanted to make one called "sex-pository" i had all kinds of great ideas for the Aphrodisiac supository and how to market it "sex-pository, just look for the blue pills the size of your fist" Weiss is just being a difficult bitch now. oh well i'll think of something or someone to sell, Sylar, Death Notes, Takanori... one of those would be a hits if i developed it enough, but i guess i used up my "come on! let me do it!" til they give up on the Bawls Jell-o, so i guess the sex-pository is scrapped.
as far as scrapping goes i argued with the gals in my econ class because of my love for my beaner as well as my wierdness. it all started when i asked one of them if getting your navel pierced hurts being as i'm planning on piercing mine after my 18th birthday, so they got all crazy about that, i really freaked them out when i said i wanted a lower back tattoo, their poor closed minds are never ready for the insanity and random-ass ideas i come up with, well they really dug into me when i said i wanted to get Bev's name on my left chest over my heart, they went all "well what will you do when you break up?" they say it like its inevitable, hopw could anyone think like that, thinking that love is so fleeting and disposable, i could never think of being without Bev, so i don't have any ideas over what i'd do IF we broke up, and the idea of getting a permenant mark of ownership would sort of say that i'm planning she will be with me for as long as the ink, because there is no expewrimental remedy for my love i feel for her, i'm addicted to her, i need her every moment of my life, and there is no cure for that, i doomed to be infected with her love for the rest of my life.
oh well, i'll manage somehow.
-Quote-
"The farther away you are, the closer you feel to me, even my loneliness turns into strength when i think of you. what pierces my painful chest is the fragment of a dream, believe once more in the miracle that is our chance meeting."
-Nami Tamaki "Reason"
visit the one who's name i will one day be marked with one my skin as i am on my heart.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!
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