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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Monday, May 7, 2007
my wierdness is endless.
the lip color is not just for my class, i did get it for myself because i find it kinda fun to kiss stuff and leave marks, i just sorta enabled myself by saying that i'm getting it for a class. i really love having lipstick and when i use the pink kind up i'll buy more of it because it does look cute on me, plus it has shimmer in it which i think looks really hot, as well as the shade of pink is quite cute, and once it gets on your skin its a bitch to get off, so if i kissed Bev with it on she'd have to scrub a layer of skin off to get rid of the marks. so really i enjoy wearing lipstick and kissing my arm and one day Bev, the thing i said is that it is a private thing, i would not go out of my own choice wearing lip color. now i'm guessing Bev will probably want me to at one point or anoother, and with her as an enabler i doubt i'd need much coaxing to go out like that, but on my own given my own choice i would not wear lipstick in public. there are many cute and/or embarassing things Bev could get me do that i secretly want to do, that probably being one of them, but it will be a while before i'm acting a fool such as that. so no worries people, i haven't completly lost my mind yet... yet.
as for my other adventures people are all being nice to me because of my breakdown on friday, a couple girls were all "are you okay now?" and i got a ton of "sorry about your speach" and the people who read my prop pictures thought it was great, so that really made me happy, plus so random guy just hugged me and led me to my seat, kinda made me feel like a princess or something, it made me feel wierd but in a fun way, to have some random guy escort me to my seat, at least i'm famous and an object of empathy. i then spent the rest of the hour bullshitting with people like i always do.
the hour before that i talked with two of the people in my group basically about Bev and my past romantic failures, basically how inept i am when it comes to flirting, i realize now i had tons of girls hitting on me, its just because they were shy i thought they disliked me, being as they seemed uncomfortable talking to me, now i realize they liked me. then there is the fact that the asshole who robbed me and the first girl i ever had a crush on sit at my table at lunch and seem to be an item. i must say i think they were even in 7th grade, being as when i gave her chocolates she shared them with him. wellback then, like every girl i liked, she was flat as a board, well now i must say she has quite a rack, probably a D or bigger, and they're firm too from the look, but then again she could have some major hardwear holding those milk-mounds up, or they could be plastic, though they look like the shape in my drawing book, so i guess they look analtomically correct. i only notice these thibgs because i look her over as sort of a closure thing, when i look at these two apperitions from my past i feel so much better about my current situation, that damn thief and his stupid womanizing, stalking my next door neighbor from my room and pausing [probably masterbating] to still-frames of Fujiko Mine from Lupin the 3rd, if he could see Bev i'm sure he'd realize i'd won, he can hit on and score with all the easy targets, all the girls that get passed around like cigarettes in proson, but i have a lusty loving curvy latina to myself, who is much better looking than his, and as far as women go i got over that one the fastest. so i love to look at those two and realize that i've evolved while they act the same they did 4 years ago, besides the fact that the theif wears fur coats now and the girl has bigger knockers.
me , i'm now happy and much more secure, i have a girl who loves me and makes me love myself too. its because of her that i even think i'd ever have a chance with any girl, but i already have the only one i'll ever need, and the best part is that she loves me for me, she loved me when i was insecure and frail, when i was wounded and afraid, she loves me because of my faults and helpled heal me, fix my insecurities and become a stronger better person. she even fell in love with me not inspite of my lack of flirting, but because of it, she loved how bad i was at trying to flirt and talking to girls. she loves me for my cuteness, and i'm glad for that, because i'm a terrible flirt.
though i'm juch better with her now, i may not be good at small talk, or even at t5rying to initiate relationships, but now that i have one [based completly off my ineptitude] i am great at showing love and gushing, my problem is that i kept things inside and came on strong, well now i can come on as strong as i want or can, and its a good thing.
as for more bev information i now talk to her every day before i go to school, and it really makes me very happy, and it makes life a lot better, and makes coming to school a lot easier. i love my baby, it makes me feel a lot better. i'm so lucky to have my Beverly.
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Me: [noticing the girl's breasts for the first time after sitting near her for a semester] those things are huge! where the hell did they come from? they might be bigger than Bev's! they have a nice shape, the kind in my drawing book, but i bet they're fake.
she is ugly-ish anyway, she is a mulato who wants be a latina, she pulls her hair back and it makes her forehead look like an eight-head plus she's a calous bitch with a voice like nails on a chalk-board, i hope the man-slut thief gives her the clap and they both die of syplilous in the brain.
visit my lover, because she doesn't suck.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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