myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Sunday, May 13, 2007

strange feelings.
i don't know if its the happy chemicals your body gives out after exercise or the truly happy feelings that Bev makes come out of my heart but i really feel happy and strange.
today i just felt wierd, because yesterday was all strange involving my bros birthday and everything, then today i went out shopping for mother's day presents, as well as mowing my father's lawn, i didn't really have the will to game today, i think its because Dragon Quest really isn't stratedgy guide friendly, they guide is subtle inj all its hint and it irks me, because basically they tell you what you have to do, but not where to do it, or where to go but not what to do there, so half the time you just end up wandering around aimlessly. i realize that is what most RPGs are about, but reallt if i blew 20 bucks for some stupid piece of paper and it really does jack-shit, so i'm abbsolutely lost now, and i really feel don't feel like trying to figure it out currently, so Dragon Quest is on stand-by, and i'm pretty pissed there is no good fanart of the lead fanservice character, Jessica Albert, which annoys me because a lot of her moves involve hearts and kisses, so its really a letdown to see no one cares to draw stuff of her. i really wish i had more art talent, or talent at something i could trade for requests, i wouldn't want to draw this stuff myself, but if i could draw i could do exchanges. damn my distinct lack of talent.

if there is anything i can do to trade you guys for fanart requests i'd be happy to do those things, i don't really know what i could do, maybe make you a banner or a link, i suppose if you don't know how to do that but you can draw i could definatly do that for you. or i suppose if you want advice, being as people seek that from me a lot. or if you just like me and want to do me a favor PM me and i'll tell you my requests, i'd really mean a lot to me, because i have so many ideas in my head that i can't express with my hands. if i beg and pester Bev enough she'll do things for me, but i feel bad about asking her for everything, so if you want to help tell me, okay?

but yeah, i feel a bit more flexible today, i can touch my toesw a lot easier, plus my chest is tighter and my ass is looking better, i think i'll keep working on my lower body, being as that is the more feminine thing to do, plus my ass is still in worse shape than my chest, that and i can work on my flexibility while burning fat and hopefully evaporating my ass fat. luckily my thighs are good and well shaped, it seems that my ass abbsorbed all the fats i ate, i think the ass fat is that my mom kept buying me the "nature's cure: for females" insisting that they are all the same, i explaineed to her that medication works by fixing your hormones, and being as males and females have different hormones that are messing up my shape.

well i woke up early today and called Bev, we talked for a while then her phone died and i re-passed out and slept for another 4 hours, then i called her when i got home and we talked for a while then too, so i'm very happy to have sppent so much time with Bev, i'm hoping that i'll get to spend my maximum 2 weeks with Bev this summer, being as her parents are still a bit iffy on it, i really hope i get that time because i've waited for this for so long, i really need to get every moment possible with her. she really is my world, i'd be nothing without her. my father was talking about how its wrong for people to have serious relationships in high school because it screws up your individuality. i think that is total shit, at least for me, because if left to myself i'd become a person that no one can love, even myself, so i'd rather become the perfect lover for someone else than become my own man and hate myself. i'd be lost except for her, she is my rock and my light, i will not look down upon, or let other others look down upon my salvation.

i drew on myself with a sharpie, and really all it made me do is desperatly want Bev to be near me, so she can do those types of things to me, but then again everything reminds me of her, so0 i guess thgis having that effect isn't that different.

-Quote-

"i love Beverly"

-Written in black permanent marker on my right thigh.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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