myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Monday, May 14, 2007

last chance.
well i took my last sick day of the school year, it being that because if i don't show up another day i will have to take the final in Mr. Christiansan's class, and giving up a chance to have a free hour and a half is not something i'd most often do. i was sorta weary of taking it because i thought it would give me a feeling of lost hope because now i have no way out if something goes wrong, but i don't think so, because being as i had only one day, and i was always thinking if i should spend it or not it sorta was more of a false hope, being as i was afraid to take it. so now that its not luming over my head i think i can actually go about my days easier. i just love how i always feel like crap staying home, its pretty funny that i actually feel worse when i stay home because i feel like a quitter, i call it my atonment for running away, to feel low-down and guilty.

but there are always benefits to it, i got to stay home with my doggy, and she seems to be sick, she just lays around and looks sleepy, i think its because she wanted to go to my dad's house yesterday and she didn't get to, plus i haven't walked her in a while, since wednesday, i guess she is just mopey, i'm going to walk her after this, so she can get a bit of exercise, hopefully that will cheer and perk her up a bit, because i really don't like seeing her like this. i'm just glad she doesn't seem physically hurt, and thats good, because i'm still not over my last dog, so even if she did pass on, which i doubt will happen, i think she'd just sleep, and just keep sleeping. i really don't want that to happen for awhile though, because she is my best friend, and i can't take being alone, so Penel is obligated to keep me company till Bev can.

speaking of my lover i talked to her a lot this weekend, saturday i called her in the morning, and we talked a whole lot, and when i got home we ended up talking even more, and basically as i hung up to go to sleep she woke back up, and i couldn't fall asleep, so i called her back up, thinking she was asleep, i felt really guilty until i heard her being all happy and cheerful, wide awake, so we talked until her phone died, and i fell asleep for about 4 hours, got up and talked to her some more. yesterday was basically devoted tp mother's day, but once my mom went to sleep me and Bev probably talked for 3 or more hours, this lack of sleep might have contributed to my sickness this morning, but it came out good because i got to wake my lover up, and she was very passionate and affectionate, she really is cute in the morning, so basically she made me feel really good, and i've been able to enjoy my day off. it was really cute because i made her a little late, so when she hung up she was in quite a hurry, it was really adorable. i'm so glad i have such a loving cutie all to myself, she makes me so happy.

and being as i had such an amount of free time i got time to clear out part of my DVR, i got to watch 3 episodes of Pucca [which amounts to 9 segments] then i watched an episode of "Mirage of Blaze" while watching the intro i thought "is this shounen ai?" but then i watched ot and decided it was more like watching Ikki Tousen without the softcore porn, but wiki informs me that it in infact shounen ai, which was the one condition i'd watch such a plotless action-fest, because being as its shounen ai any plot it has is an accident, plus i want to widen my horizons beyond Gravi. along with that i watched some episodes of SuperGALS: season 2. and being as comcast seems in love with it, [or maybe Chris Patton, Greg Ayres and Lucy Christian were to lazy] its subbed, but despite the voices being unfamiliar its still fluffy cuteness and i love it, and meeting back up with Yuya and Miyu is really nice. Yuya still almost makes me cry a lot, being as he is aq lot like i was before i met Bev [except the whole male model with billions of fangirls thing] actually that doesn't need parens, because really i realize that i have more than the people i envy: Asaba, Yuya, Russel [GASP! a real person!] all thse guys have what i want, but they don't have what they need, and i do, i have true love, a person to cheer me up when i'm sad. so i suppose i just do things differently, i'm not going to go from shallow to deep. i have Bev, and knowing that i have to go back to each night, and knowing i have someone to comfort me while i lick my wounds gives me the strength to try to feed my ego. i have my dream already, i need nothing else.

-Quote-

"is everyone lonely and miserable?"

-SuperGALs ending song

visit my dream.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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