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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Monday, May 21, 2007
Hindsight.
aaaaaaah, i remember that haircut now that i look over it again, i always used to call it me "Darth Vader hair" now when i look at that pic i hear the imperial march. its nice to know that rveryone thinks i look good, its really flattering that people look at me when i think i look like total shit and say i look good, really makes me feel more confident. i've realized that i don't need much of a cut, just getting rid of the under-hair on the sides, other than that i'm good, my hair looks great if i just tuck the sides behind my ears, so i'm pretty sure my dad can hand that, i have much more confidence in his skills than he does, reall after he cuts it and it grow back a little i look uber-cute! so i think i'll just have him trim it and if it still is not pleasing to me then i'll have a full re-building of my hair. i was kinda joking with myself while i was watching the episodes of "Hereos" in haven't seen [1-7] that i have good enough bangs to rival Peter Petrelli, which means i really need to stand near the cop at my school that looks like Parkman and then i'll be able to read minds! i just love that cop who looks like Parkman, because whenever i see him i just think insults towards him, which i know he can't hear! but it would be pretty funny if he could hear them, though then i'd feel kinda bad for him.
personally i'd love to have Ted Sprague's power, because i'd use it very differently, i'd just create a small ball of energy and then rtush people, i'd call it atomic chidori! man do i have random thoughts... oh well, i guess its all part of being me, and the fact that Bev loves me really for who i am, so the fact that i'm strange isn't all that bad if i get her in exchange for my wierdness.
as for Bev i'm really happy to have her, more than ever. every day i become happier to have bev and i fall deeper and deeper in love with her. and the fact that i'll see her this summer is really making my feelings stronger, i really can't wait to hold her for the first time, to have her in my arms and feel the warmth of her body against mine, to feel her breasts bump up against my chest, to feel her full squishy boods pressed against my body, and most of all i really can't wait to kiss her. that is the thing i think about the most when it comes to seeing her, to finally have my first kiss, to lose my virgin lips to her, and to finally know the gentle touch of a woman, i really don't care how pathetic this makes me sound, because its true, i really want to kiss Bev, and i'm glad that no other came before her. for all my life i've cursed me fate and the fact that girls never seemed to like me, and i never had my first kiss when it was little and cute, i was pissy over the fact that i never had the reluctant love i fantasized about, of some girl chasing me down and giving me kisses wether i wanted them or not. these were the thoughts that i focused on in my life. but now i'm happy, i'm happy that no giorl ever hugged me as more than a friend, that no crush ever recipricated and that the girls i used like mocking and teasing me, i'm glad that Dafina broke my heart and left me in such miserable shape that a certain beaner couldn't help but pity mer, true to comfort me and in the end fall for me. and the one thing i'm damn sure happy about is that no girl kissed me, not Ashley [the fake latina] Jessica [the one o tried to settle for] Cassandra [dumb as a door-knob and touched by as many people] Erin [bi-polar, yet more like a big-brother, and i mean brother.] even Dafina [the person i thought i loved, but now i realize she was the only person i ever had a true crush on.] i'm happy that no one has spoiled my purity, to i can give everything that no one else wanted to her, because she values me, and i want to give myself to her.
she is what i build my future around, all the things i'm afraid of college, jobs, car payments, moving out, none of things matter as long as i have her, because i can go down any path i'm given as long as Bev is with me, if i end up lost in life at sa job i don't like after taking classes i can't use or preparing for a job i can't have, as long as i have Bev to come home to i'm okay then.
and in the near future i dream of her too, i look forward to having her with me at my prom in a year, and i hope to have her at my side when i graduate, and i hope to have her lip-color on my face as i go up on the stage, so that everyone can see the person who gave me the strength to make-it through this school life. plus i won't deny it, i just want to get more kisses from her, but at the same time i want my graduation picture to be me sporting her kisses on my cheek. i mean come on! i want a little congradulation for my graduation, and there is no reward i could desire more than her affection.
visit the one who's lips i desire so much.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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