myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Saturday, May 26, 2007

repetition
it seems i sure say the same things a lot, i think its because i don't really like change much, so i guess even in subconcious situations that i don't even have control over i do my best not to let things change.

though i am making progress, i may have passed out on the couch again today but i realized i was doing it, normally i think i can just rest my eyes and stay consious, this time i kept telling myself i'd fall asleep, and to drink some citrusy drink, i just passed out before i could. so hooray for gain a little more mental awareness, who knows, at this rate i could learn how to read thoughts eventually, maybe i should think about going into police work...

i'm one step closer to being Parkman-esque, being as i don't get enough sleep my body is full of cortisal, i think its why i have a bit of love-handles, though to look more like him i'd have to get an impressive turkey neck, i think Lezak could do it better, though if i'm going into school personel there is that cop wgo alread looks like Parkman, hense why i like to think insults towards him, it amuses me. maybe i should keep taunting the kid who called Bev a ho and see if he tries to teleknetically decapitate me.

enough of that, i've made those jokes/references a billion times, i really need to come up with new content, but that would condridict theis posts title, my nature, and mean i'd need to to exert effort, all things i will not most likely do especially being as i'm groggy and not thinking clearly.

well it seems i've pretty much have a stable amount of comments, always around 6 or so, i don't understand why my numbers are so low, though the average blog has 1 reader, so i'm going at 600% but Magnus gets like 32 or so, i mean a slow day for her was 18, that's 3 times my normal amount, and twice the best i did in recent memory, i think its because of all the crap at the begining that i have, i need to add all the links into my marquee, but they won't go in, and it pisses me off, i could try creating a slide show, but that might make my site take longer to load, i really haver no idea what to do. who knows, the clutter could not even be the problem, i could be the fact i at best visit people 3 times a week, or that i continual say the same things, say offensive things, write long posts, or a million other things i probably do wrong, i must be a huge fuck-up. i feel like i should clean out my friends list, but that really wouldn't my site more popular, now would it?

i suppose i'm doomed to metocrity here too, which is strange because i'm ranked 214 out of 550,000. so if the best i can do is 6, and i'm deep into the top 1%, then how little visitation doesa the guy in 100,000th place get? i guess all this worry comes from the fact i'm not extraordinary person as far as popularity goes in high school, so i guess i want to make up for that flaw here. maybre i'm just insecure, or it could be the fact i'm still a bit of a keener, i always want to one-up people, but i'm quickly seeing my limits, i can't seem to get any further, i can't con people into liking me it seems, or i can't edit down content until i'm popular, i seem to be getting further with AP it here, that get people to read it, so maybe what i said before will come true, people will just want to read AP and not care about me, and i guess i don't like that idea either, though i'm stating it like i have a huge amount of AP readers, the truth is i'm just as average there as everywhere else. it seems at times i'm happy to be, or okay with bering unremarkable, but other times i want recognition, maybe in summer when i can update and visit more i might get more friends, but actually i'm picking up everyone already because people now stay blue for 48 hours, so i am basically not missing a dat except satuarday, i miss everyone who updates on saturday, i guess it might be the crap, i'll try to fix the crap.

now i must PM all my HTML savvy friends and ask for help, if you've got some PM, or if you want AP, or to do a request, or trade a request for a link i could create for you, like anyone doesn't know how to make one.

-Quote-

"why does Avril Lavigne have a manga? and why are they playing the backing track to her latest crap song and showeing me the pages of the manga while calling it an anime?"

-self explanitory no?

visit my dumbass, she has new art.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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