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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Monday, June 25, 2007
all hail strangeness.
looks like i got very little commentary yesterday, maybe its because i ranted about indie wrestling and yard-work, though that seems unlikely being as i've written a whole post on switching to boxers and how it felt wierd to free-ball it and got comments into the double digits, i really don't understand this magical phenominon known as existance, i suppose if i stopped trying to i might be more popular.
well today was once again uneventful, but i'm sure i'll pull of another long droning post based off of it just because that is what i always do, with waning success.
well i ended up staying up till 4 yesterday because of the indie wrestling, then getting home and talking with my lover, which was followed by me watching a ton of anime, so i woke up today at 1pm, and talked to Bev more, because i love making her spend all her time with me, i'm her boyfriend, so i'm allowed to waste her day like that, in fact i see it as my job. and of course we were all cute and lovey, as well as being amorous, strange and comical, we're just everything thrown into one because we both have such spastic and energetic personalities, so we just energize eachother into even more hyperness, i imagine that once we are together in person we will be the bane of parties and annoy many people.
that, i see as a good thing. i mean if you can love a person to the point it causes discomfort to those around you i think you are sucessful, i know my ability to annoy people with my sheer romantic idealism will lead me to happiness in my future, because i believe in myself and my beaner, and together i know we can face and beat the world.
one of personal favorite things to happen lately is that a lot of my friends have asked me if i was still with Bev, and act suprised when i answer "yes." it really cracks me up inside that so many people bet against me and believe i will fail, and that i call these people "friends." like Stacy, just before school let out she asks me if i was with Bev still, and was all "wow" upon hearing the truth, she told me she never believed it would last this long, though she wished me the best. i don't know if that is a compliment or an insult, perhaps a impliment, or a consultment, i'm not sure. but then again i'm used to people not understanding that i'm devoted to things i like, people are amazed i still write AP, [i will start on ch.24 tomorrow] they all seem to think i'd just get bored with it anf give up, but i don't. i love my characters i created, i constantly think of them in everything, putting them into the roles of songs or TV shows, i go over the plot of Absolute Power in my head and i constantly think of scenes i'm going to write 6 chapters/120 pages from now. i really don't care if anyone reads as far as writing it goes, i writer it because its fun for me to imagine these chapters, scenes, characters, all playing out their roles, i love it. very few other people seem to, but in true JD style i belive i'll convert more people and soon have a ton of readers, because if you have passion you can convert people, if you want something hard enough you can influence and corrupt others, i do it a lot more with love, turning jaded whiny emos into people capable of having a steady relationship because of my passion, feminent mind, male sexual organs and the fact for 10 years i's studied relationships and women, trying to become acceptable to one so i wouldn't be alone oin my heart anymore. i now know why i like Alex Shelley so much, for i like him am a student of the game, i learned all i know from observation and paying attention, though i do think at least a little of my now apparent realational prowess is based off my soul and the person i really am. i've always cared more for my heart than my cock, i always chose looks over mammories, thoiugh to me people are only pretty if i either don't know them or if i know they have a nice personality, girls who i once found physically attractive until met them and learned that their personalities suck are revulting to me, or at least average looking to me, Jackie looks like your average tomboy, terrible at taking care of her body, and i now know her thighs are frequented by more paying customers than are the counters of your average McDonalds, [something fun about ranting to TM Revolution, Takanori makes me feel like i kick ass at mocking people]Ashely looks like what she is, a beaner-wannabe mulatto with a voicve on par with fran dresher[sp] dating a back-stabbing theif, she has ill-kept greasy nappy hair and yes, sizable baby-feeders that appear as bouncy and a brick, Tina looks like a geek and is just akward to be around, i used to think she had a geek-chic look, now she just looks like a cutter who will probably cure cancer, plus her seemingly shy personality i found charming was shown to be a fabrication in my mind, she is really just patronizing towards me, i won't miss her.
i have so many mixed feeling about Dafina [accented by the fact Aura is playing now] she may be sincere and like me as a friend, she may be playing me like Kitty said, or afraid that i'm some crazy stalker like bev told me, being as i was a bit overbearing when trying to contact her. but in any of those cases she never talks to me anymore, plus she is moving out of state, now when i look at her she still looks pretty, but my heart is confused over how to feel, love, hate, regret, sorrow thanfulness, she is the reason Bev fell for me, because i was so pathetic after she let me down nicely. i thought i was helpled by her, but i realize now she nearly destroyed me, thank God for Bev.
i prayed for love and found her, i think that says enough, now you go to her site a find her too.
oh, and if you feel like it see if xluckystar0550x ever comes on AIM, if she does tell me when, or IM her and ask her about me [JD from John Glenn high School] i just want to see if she is really avoiding me, if she is i just want to know for closure.
with that i leave you Peoplezez for the night.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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