Birthday • 1990-02-12 Gender •
Male Location • in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan Member Since • 2005-03-25 Occupation • slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki Real Name • J-D, Got it memorized?
Personal
Achievements • i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now... Anime Fan Since • i first saw Gundam Wing Favorite Anime • Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin, Goals • to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer. Hobbies • writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons Talents • annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Sunday, September 9, 2007
Whelmed.
you always here of people being overwhelmed or underwhelmed, you never hear of people being just whelmed, encountering just the right amount of something. well i seem to be whelmed a lot, i never feel like i'm in over my head, but at the same time i sure as hell don't feel like not enough has happened or is happening, i just feel like everything that is going on is testing me to a level i can tolerate, i suppose it may be the fact that i run on nothing but pure romance, video games, TV, imagination and apathy that leads to me ability to tolerate so much or so little of things i'm just so apathetic i don't give a shit either way. but still i have been feeling a bit taxed.
it could just be the having to interact with so many people and having to explain so much to people who don't get me. like that when i talk about Stockholm Syndrome i mean the mental disorder where you basically develope feelings for people who abuse you, not the song by a band that used to be good but has degenerated to making mass-market emo crap. or having to explain Tarentino and Kevin Smith references every five seconds. i can't believe all these miserable bastards stood in line for Happy Feet and Norbit but have never once seen Pulp Fiction or Chasing Amy, i really want to bludegeon some people over the head with a laser disc player. i hear all these stupid bastard quoting lines from Talladega Nights but none of them have seen Grindhouse. there is a stripper with an assault rifle for a leg, how hard is that to sell!? i need to get a death-proof car and off some of these bastards, especially Will Ferrel, sure the whole "car-based killing" plan didn't work out for the original user of it, but i learned from him, always bring a gun, besides Will Ferrel doesn't have boobs and i think those were the reason Quinton found it nessecarey to have the movie end so lamely.
but enough of my fanboy ranting, what i've been trying to say is that i feell emotionally drained, my body is also pretty worn out but i feel the heavier drainage has happened to my spirit, my chakra, my chi, my mojo. i mean not even the combined awesomeness of D-Technolife and Meteor can really get me up to much more than my normal feeling when the most awesomeness isn't playing. i just feel like a RPG character that used their special attacks too much. so i really think i need a boost to my more intangible bits, but i have no idea how to boost your drive [besides beating things over the head with a kkeyblade, but i lack one] so i guess i'll just have to feel hollow for a while [get it? Hollow, D-Technolife, Bleach... of fuck it no one cares...] i really wish i knew the solution to this,, i don't like feeling like this, i'd rather have ambition then just feeling like lazing around all the time. oh well, i'm sure i've felt this way before and will again, something will even it all out, i'm sure of it. life is pretty much capable of repairing itself so i'll just run my path as i feel my heart guides me and i'm sure all damages will be repaired.
i finally got a suitable ending on "Gundam vs Zeta Gundam" Zeon is never defeated but instead retreats abandoning A Boua Qu and rallies on Axis, where they wait until Haman rises, and supporting her they lead her to wipe out the Titans before the AUEG ever even forms [Kamielle and Amuro join Titans as Char never becomes Quattro Vagina and stays in Axis/Zeon] and in the end Hamon rules space and Earth, the closing picture is Haman in her Quebley with a fleet of at least 20 Byg-Zams in front of Solomon.
i recently cut my hair so its much shorter and prettier, as well as less of a pain in the ass to keep up with, i'm so happy i look pretty again.
well i'm going to pass out now, because i'm starting to realize how messed up my brain is acting right now.
