Birthday • 1990-02-12 Gender •
Male Location • in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan Member Since • 2005-03-25 Occupation • slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki Real Name • J-D, Got it memorized?
Personal
Achievements • i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now... Anime Fan Since • i first saw Gundam Wing Favorite Anime • Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin, Goals • to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer. Hobbies • writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons Talents • annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
Static.
i hate being tired, i only ever seem to feel tired on my own time, never in school. which sucks because i'd much rather be one of those intolerable pricks who passes out in class all the time than waste my stolen time today because i could barely stay awake, i got nothing accomplished today based to my stupid body calling for more rest, this meat-shell is so weak, and its weakness taints my mind and soul, because the stupid brain poisons them with chemicals to get what it wants.
no matter how many times i fall asleep i still think i can rest my eyes on comercial breaks, i had a bit more success tonight than normal but still its a terrible suggestion but i always accept it at the time because my brain wants rest and my conciousness can't overwrite my basist instincts, or i'll always think that the show is somehow scary so i'll grab my weeny dog to keep me company, and i'll pass out. these tricks never fail, hell lately i just black out, i don't even remember slipping even a little, i went down on the first try.
as for my mind its felt hampered all day. i feel like someone released chaff and all my radar just bounces back from a milimeter away, or when you're in such deep fog its like staring a at a solid wall of white, it feels like all the different cimonents and functions in my brain have been muffled, muted and stifled, instead a razor sharp sword my mind feels like a sledgehammer wrapped in fluffy cotton, dull and muffled. and because of this i did nothing, i didn't write, didn't draw, didn't decorate my room, i just sat in front of the TV zombified because my brain is all fluffed up. so yeah, that was a "great" way to say bye to this little week of inpromtu vacation, by wasting my last day of barrowed time because i felt a bit sluggish, i really should have just taken a nap.
well at least i got some good programming out of this week of laze. yesterday my brother broke out the "GunBuster" DVDs and we watched that [damn GAINAX fanboy] i must say it is a really good series, and its sorta fun to see it after EVA and GAINAX being huge like they are today, because you get to see the stuff they "always" do being done for the first time there, or realizing its an add-on later. like GAINAX's love of wierd inconcievable endings, GunBuster's ending is pretty normal, really wished they'd have brought that to Kare Kano, even though i do stand by my appreciation that they managed to make Kare Kano as strange as EVA in the end i do still wish to see the culturefest, the Asaba Hideaki Dinnertime show, and most of all [well its a tie with seeing Asaba on a theatre stage in bondage gear trying to sell memorabilia] i wat to see Arima confess his true, crazy feelings to Yukino, that he wants to lock her away and stifle her because he's to insecure and paranoid to let her have a social life of her own.
but enough of the Kare Kano ranting, GunBuster is a great series and i reccomend it, but there still is only one mech series for me really, Destiny...
yep today i rev'd up my ole DVD player and watched me my bi-weekly episode of Gundam SEED Destiny, and though it was a bit of a slow episode the preview was awesome! i was glad that Athrun got his ass kicked, because i really wouldn't have liked what that would have implied if he hadn't. the appearant crazy fight between Rey and Shinn is fun as well, because i makes you ask the question: "who is crazier, the one brainwashing other into killing their friends, or the people who buy it and go a-murderin?" just seeing those gears click in Shinn's head is funny, "Athrun make war with Logos no work, no war make Chairman sad, SHINN KILL ATHRUN!!!!!!!" i really think that while the Destiny is run by a nuke engine, Shinn is run by a hamster running on a wheel operating an antique clock and a first generation PC, he does not occur to me to be the brightest person out there. its also fun how can never seem to be able to stab cockpits ande kill people, he has the worst aim i've ever seen in that. then we have Meiryn, who for no real reason joins Athrun, but i thinbk they did a great job of making her confused and scared, as well as Meer being the crazy "i really am the person i imitate!" person. but i know why they had her switch: sales. the creator admitted last time he had Dearka become good because the Buster Gundam toys were selling like lead innertubes, so he switched him around to increase sales of that toy. well i've seen a few Meiryn PVC statuettes around, i never wanted one, nor do i want one now, but i'm guessing now that she is more visible and "good" sales went way up, or at least increased a little.
as for next episode, they better not have Sting Job out, the only reason anyone could damage Stella when she had a Destroy was because seeing Shinn made her drop her guard, thus Shinn and Kira eventually killed her. well no one Sting would relax for will be there so it better be a hard fight for the Destiny and Legend. its also fun to see things get so fucked that Lacus is like "we have to go there and fight in that battle." i realize she's no coward, but its still funny to see Lacus preparing to hand out ass-kickings. Sooner kira gets the Strike Freedom the better, Kira + Bits= Fanboy luff.
well i'll end things there, i have a lot more i want to say but i guess that'll be tomorrow.
