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Saturday, November 10, 2007


In The Land Of The Twilight.
I'm really feeling bad about ignoring all you guy on here, its really a debate in my mind whether its more of an insult to only update or to ignore the site all together, i suppose its my own selfish nature that drives me to believe this is the correct path.

i'm very happy that its been said i'm starting to sound like Light, being as i was pretty jealous of him when i first learned of Death Note, his intelligence far exceeds my own, but i've started to be more analytical like him and i do feel like i've become more effective in my everyday activities. Like when that stupid rapist was threatening me, i just kept my emotions in check and made sure to just point out the obviously true things that would hurt his ego and belittle him the most, i truly despise that lecher but its unwise to start conflicts, so merely waited until he became confrontational to destroy him under the guise of the good-natured public defender keeping the peace. and when he threated to fight me i merely prepared myself for oncoming attacks without showing any major outwards sign of tension, and when he freaked out and kept screaming at the teacher i just kept my cool and explained the situation as clearly and sincerely as possible, though my only intention was to humiliate him in front of the class it appears my plan worked out better for me in the end. upon exiting the class rook i made sure to stay in large crowds to discourage him from trying to jump me and i made sure to keep my back to walls at any possible time to avoid attacks from my blind spot.

as well today i set into another person i hold great disliking for, he tries to pretend to be my friend by really he's just trying to get attention, as i deduced today he is the type that needs acknowledgment and affirmation to function, any minor achievement he brandishes to try to garner himself praise, its really pathetic, people who need to constantly have someone telling them how great they are or some tangible announcement of their prowess, wandering around the class telling everyone his grade trying to impress them, as well as just spitting out blatant lies in order to make himself seem smarter, like that Nintendo is a Vietnamese company and that my japanese "beware of perverts" shirt is in chinese. and today i pointed out his constant need for approval and superiority, that he always has to have some one congratulating him or else he becomes completely unstable. well this really scared him that i analyzed his motives so accurately so he started yelling incoherently trying to drown me out, saying it isn't true and that i don't know the difference between china and japan, along with similar mindless drivel. i merely looked him in the eyes and said "i know everything i said is true Josh, because you can't handle it, you're yelling and screaming trying to avoid the truth because you're afraid of it, if all this really were a lie you wouldn't be so desperate to shut me up right now." he pretty much ran away scared at that point.

so i'd say that today was a huge success, i shattered a fraud's facade and hopefully got him to stop trying to leech approval out of me, i hope that he can see like that rapist and Wilcock that i'm actually a terrible force to unleash upon yourself and that its better to just leave me alone lest incur my wrath. i also acquired the first 3 saw movies on Digital Variable Disc by merely telling the truth and remaining calm. my mom asked since they're R rated if they're violent and i simply answered "not to me." which is true, i watched Elfen Lied, i've seen worse, besides the more you see the less it effects you. i also gained new lotion and fragrances as well as carried on a conversation with my ex-next-door neighbor who i had a crush on my whole childhood calmly and cool whilst she batted her eyes at me, i can't believe how much i've gained in these short few years, i do believe i'm getting power drunk.

hell it even appears my usual spastic behavior makes me endearing to the lady folk, go figure; my whole life i've lived in fear of women and their awesome powers when in actuality unleashed i'm the one they should fear.

yeah, so i'm turning into Light, luckily i got over my "I AM GOD!" faze when i dumped Duo Maxwell as my idol in favor of Kira Yamato.

-Quote-

"this stuff all smells like alcohol, i'm trying to smell like fruit, flowers and estrogen, not like i took a bath in whiskey and wiped myself off with used jock-straps."

-Me fragrance shopping.

i'm a strange, strange man.

♥ JD Person ♥

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