myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Monday, November 26, 2007

Ass up.
well i don't actually have the song on my MP3 player, but i have it in my head, i'm not listening to it right now because i'm watching Tucker Carlson, but i still hear that marvelous song in my head.

school is just, i can't really can't explain it. i'm not bored there, nor am i over-worked, its not difficult and there is no one there to cause me undue stress, or at least no more than usual, which isn't any big deal. but still i feel a bit off, i can't explain it, maybe its just the 5 days off getting to me, or it could be all the things i want to, nary, have to do, but i'm a bit too meek to bring them up.

first be driver's ed. [arrrrrrrgh] still haven't taken it, still feel as if i should soon, i really need to get my ass up, to make a slight pun, because i want to be able to take meh-self to prom and that is quickly approaching. i'm just worried if taking my road test in the snow is a bad idea or even if i'll be forced to do so.

then there are senior pictures, everybody else has already gotten theirs and i feel as if i should get mine taken soon. the only problem is that i want to cosplay in them and i kinda have to BUY the costume, which will be pretty damn pricey, place that atop the already uber-expensive photos and we have an economic cluster-fuck just waiting to occur. i'm pretty freaked out over this because i want to be part of the ole senior blob o' luff and picture sharing.

i want a new hoody, i dislike mine with Kakashi on the back doing the chidori, its just too much, the konoha symbol on the front is all i need, why could there not be a more simple design out there?

i guess i could pay for a lot of these, which i'd imagine is what most people my age would do, but i'm just not used to having to do so, i suppose its a kinda of training for real life, me seeing these things as a "need" and me having to dip into my personal finances to pay for them, i suppose that is the logical outcome to this situation, but i still dislike it.

school is still a pushover for me, as far as school work its always been a matter of amount, not difficulty of work. the worst thing that could, does happen is that sometimes all my teachers vomit huge amounts of work on me that i spend hours just doing menial mental labor. i suppose my my high intelligence grants me the position that i've very rarely confused or overwhelmed by the difficulty of work. the only exception was last year when i was catapulted 3 years ahead in math class and thus i had no idea what the hell was going on. even when i was in auto-shop and all the pages of the text book read like a foreign language to me i still got an A or B+, i was just gifted with mental abilities, believe me, it'd trade some of them for a slightly better body in a second.

well maybe not, motivation and gusto would probably be a better choice, i could be tan and skinny if i had the drive, i would be driving my crown vic with a trunk full of glamor shots and i'd be wearing all new clothes that i like if i just had a bit more drive and the ability to push subjects better.

but my life is still good, don't get me wrong, no need for me to "play a game" if you catch my drift, i appreciate my life. over the last few days my feelings for Bev have shifted once more, as has her attitude.

last tuesday i was laying back in my class paralyzed with the feeling i call "razor wire of love." i blame it on a shirt i have of a maltese cross with a heart wrapped in razor wire imposed over it. the feeling, i will try my best to explain to me feels like i'm wrapped tightly and being pierced by a thousand points of love, possibly move like those vines of rose thorn they show in anime sometimes. in any case i just felt completely incapacitated by my feelings for her.

then over break i've just been so lovesick, wanting to call her and talk to her every moment i'm awake, it really felt like a year ago when i used to hold the phone even when i knew she wasn't home or even allowed to talk at certain times, i used to sit and rock back and forth looking out the window singing "move along" by all american rejects. [only way that could get more pathetic would be to add in some ben and jerry's, pickles and a salt-shaker, though it'd be cuter too.]

and last night was paradise, i can't really explain the majority of it, i just listened to her play video games, maybe it was she kept randomly kissing me, thats probably it, i remember similar results in the past, then she talked to me in a way that she hadn't in many a month...

now as of late she has been getting much hornier, i guess our brief physical contact really left an impression on her, and she has just gotten lovey-dovey, as i have, not just cute, but last night she was none of those, she was seductive. she fed to all my fetishes, all my little quirks that get get me all off balance and bothered, she played with me, teased me, and showed that tinge of sadism and knowledge of how to manipulate me that really drives me wild. so yes, whilst she was all kissy i was in a feeling of zen, like all is right with the world, and then she went on the attack and i had a really great night.

so overall as long as Bev keeps going between loving and cuddly to dominating and seductive i don't give a fuck how my life goes, it'll all be worth it in the end.

-quote-

[thanksgiving day, watching "red eye"]

Me: I want a taser...

Josh: me too.

Me: Too long their illegal.

Andrea: I just carry pepper-spray.

Me: Thats illegal too.

Josh: Bear mace...

Me: huh?

Josh: Bear mace is legal, good ole aerosol spray can with a gun trigger. i don't care, taser the guy...

Me: then mace him right in the mouth as he's coming out of it...

Together: Then tase him again!

-moral of the story kids?

don't fuck with me.

♥ JD Person ♥
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