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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Hiro No Tsuki
well i've spent another day in a sort of limbo of emotion, my doggy is sick, but recovering, and me and Bev and still improving. but still i'm worried about both, i know my doggy is old and that she will not be around forever and really that mixed with the wounded pride is really enough to put a bit of a damper on my normal overly-cherry disposition.
nothing is bad, its just that i'm so used to no problems that any bump really stands out to me, i guess i lived in a bubble so long i forgot how the world felt. thats sort of what Bev has been telling me, i tend to try and escape reality, which i won't deny, i'm trying to do it less, but its just in my nature to try and keep my mind in fantasy because to me reality is boring and disappointing. with thew exception of my beloved of course i really haven't met many, if any people that seem worth it, people that i'd rather hang out with than slip into a fantasy world. this seems to irk my beloved, which is something i'll definitely have to address, i'd have no quarrels about hanging out with her friends because, well she's there, but really i'm not a people person.
so yeah, today i was pretty happy, i was in no way sad, but i did have that nagging at me in the back of my mind, curse my worrying. but then again my happiness comes from the fact that i believe that my pure devotion will be enough to fix any problem, as long as you sincerely love and make a good effort that you can make the most perfect love in all of time. so yeah my insane fears and and my delusional fantasies battle in my mind and right now happy still wins because Bev still loves me, as long as i'm loved i'm happy because really me belief for my reason for living is to be her lover.
but enough of my mental tail-chasing, i must say that i'm enjoying meh new Video Game "La Pucelle Tactics" though i have learned a tiny bit too late that you can gain new endings and such based off of what paths on the battle maps you take, i learned this after i got a "bad ending" which made me a tad bit depressed because i felt bad for the poor guy who i defeated, he was merely haunting his old home trying to protect his family, i wish i could have saved him, i might just have to try over to save him, i really wish for him to be saved. and this next guy just seems to be trying to revive his lost lover, granted he's doing this by forcefully removing the hearts of random peoples with his bare hands but i can't say i don't believe in the Gendo Ikari approach.
see many people hate poor Gendo but i think he's one of the most romantic characters i've ever come across, he would literally wipe out all of humanity just to see his wife again, and i can't say i wouldn't do the same. for both of us we take the phrase "anything for love" literally. now i can't say i have the guts to say cause the 3rd impact or do a radical heart-ectomy bare handed but certainly if given the choice between doing either or losing her choice "A" would seem pretty damn tempting.
i guess i'm not all there in the head i have twisted ideas of romance and devotion i always put "ho's" before "bros", i suppose i intend to one day marry a girl, not one of my male friends but thats just me. most everyone seems to tell me i'm wrong all the time, i just really hope that what i'm doing nopw is right to my love, because i've built my whole self around her, without her everything i believe is compromised, my world revolves around her, so if its not too much trouble if you could pray for the long life of my dog Penelope and Bev and i's relationship it would be greatly appreciated.
well thats a brief look into my life, i hope you enjoyed.
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"by all logic is 'congress' not the opposite of 'progress'?"
-Jon Stewart
peace ya peoplezez!
♥ JD Person ♥
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