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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
Silly-go-round
oh Mozilla spell-check, how i've missed you! i downloaded FireFox so i'm once more running a good computer system. oh the irony of hating IE yet loving one's Zune, PC and desiring a 360, i suppose nobody bats 1000 in reality.
i suppose with all the hard-drive based turmoil that title is quite apt, life is such a comedy its tragic at times, we humans are so stupid at times, sand i get to watch as one such person leads themselves down the path to destruction. my mother has vested all her faith in one person, a complete douche bag i despise, and is trying to turn me against the rest of my family, i really don't want to make it seem like an "us vs. them" situation but i call them like i see them. love may be a battlefield but human interaction is the war that created the conflict in the first place. my mother trying to make my big brother sound like Satan because he chose to go to his girlfriend's father's funeral as opposed to fixing my computer, she grossly overstated my need for the computer and exaggerated and misrepresented his words to make him seem cruel, turning "can't he just call Bev?" into "God, its not like i care if he talks to her." and "he should have backed his files up better" into "he didn't back his files up so he deserves this." she calls comforting his lover being selfish, and thinks because she is his mother that my brother should bend to her will like some sort of servant.
this is all loonessey! utter and complete insanity. and then after stabbing me in the back, stealing my property and allowing her adulterer of a boy-toy gut it, all for the sake of teaching my brother a lesson and trying to teach me the error of my ways. its fine though, i'm getting locking drives and a locking case i'm also going to set passwords as long as whole songs, lets see that fraud rape my machine after that.
if my mother wants to be used and manipulated, to let a drunk womanizer around the same age as her eldest son play her and mold her as the perfect depository for his male juices then let her at it. she's made an enemy out of everyone but him by accusing them of opposing her and then attacking them, well let her wallow in her misplaced trust, she's confiding in her darkness and using it as her strength just like a pathetic little emo kid, the way i acted in 9th grade. i don't make a habit of helping those who are satisfied with their slow painful deaths. when she'd go this far, to betray the only person who she hasn't pushed away yet in order to hurt the two she already casted off, a mother that would sacrifice one son to hurt another does not deserve the pity of those she spends her life hurting.
i'm sorry for my dark attitude and for my operant callousness but right now i'm just fed up with betrayal, i've always hated traitors and this is no acception.
but its all good, i have my own group of support and in this situation i think i win, i can easily take my computer and go, i could leave her to seek comfort in a man who uses her like all the other women he is currently insemenating.
once again i'll try to get over this, UFC pay-per-view tonight, it was great to see Hughes get his ass handed to him by good ole GSP, hopefully Serra isn't paralyzed so he can come back and claim his championship. man does that sound like a wrestling angle, i guess truth is stranger than fiction as they say.
i've given up on being "good" on La Pucelle, i can't beat the current level by being "good" so i guess to go farther i must be "bad" or at least "normal" hopefully they have a sense of acceptable losses but if not at least i got farther, currently just running away hasn't been working out too well.
i love that one of Papillion's attacks is a kiss, a "pretty" one at that, just show's why she's my favorite character, now if only she wasn't so inclined to be killed.
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"perhaps the company of an evil person is preferable to being alone..."
-Gaara
i say truer words never been spoken brother.
♥ JD Person ♥
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