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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
no randomness.
i've wanted to post this for a while so i will tonight.
this is the story of me and Bev.
see i was new to this site, and i saw a request she did that looked really good, it had tons on hearts and a half naked girl, so of course i checked it out, so when i commented i decided to sign her GB. i thought she was an older guy, because i was too lazy to read her profile. she did a request for me and i thought that'd be it. but then i decided i wanted the pic she did for me to be my avi, so i pm'd her because i felt like it was stealing, she said ya and it'd be an honor. at some point i realized she was a girl and younger, and we became friends.
now shje asked for a full discription of me for the pic, but then she asked me what i looked like, i brought the pic up and she said she'd forgot, i thought that wasso cute! course i was still shy back then, so i said nothing, but i did tell her about myself, and she said i was cute. so we started flirting.
now see another thing about her is that she's an author, so she can tell stories, and she hits enter a lot like me! well we started flirting a lot, but playfully, we kept joking around and saying things like "i wanna meet someone just like you" and i still called her yoshima. that was until i brought up writing on me, as you know one of my favorite things, and she said "property of Beverly, since thats my name" now i already knew that, but it was kinda like an introduction, which brought us closer.
so now i was calling her by name, and we were flirting a lot, and i'd aleways joke and say "you don't have me yet,' or "you'll have to do better than that!" i was baiting her, challenging her, know how cunning she is now, i'm ppretty sure she was holding back just to make me beg. well one time i said some thing like "Give me your worst!" she said "...i love you"
it felt like my heart just got run through.
"Don't even kid about that kinda stuff! if you're not serious take it back right now!" i did exactly what i always love to see, someone finds love, it feels to good to be true, so they try to convince the other person not to love them, they're not worthy, it didn't work.
"i meant it, you're sweet, nice, romantic, cute..." and other things along those lines, i was hooked and landed, no longer was it "i love you Yoshima, i hope i find someone just like you" it was "i love you Bev, i'd do anything to be with you!" once again, perfect situation, i was dragged into a love i tried whole heartidly to escape, but couldn't. i lost big time to her, a recurring theme.
loving her is the best thing that ever happened to me, before then i was filled with such darkness, it was about to swallow me, Dafina was gone, but Bev was so much like her, except she was in love with me. the darkness was destroyed in an instant, and i'm less shy now, my confidence comes from her.
but i still wanted more, i wanted to hear her voice, but i was afraid she'd think i was a perv, being as i'm deathly afraid of rejection. but i didn't have to, she asked, in the usual million dots and spaces, she typed her shy indecision, another thing i love about her. she asked, and i gave. and we've been calling ever since.
thats most of the story.
an AP chapter is below, read it if you want.
HAIL ZEON!!!!
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