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Monday, February 13, 2006


everywhere you go you shout it, you don't have to be shy about it!
i realized what makes me the saddest is not talking, because today i felt shitty, till i talked.

see yesterday was my birthday, and i really didn't get much i wanted.

first i got 1 Blue Gender DVD and 2 Tenchi Universe DVDs. and that sucks, because now i have to buy the rest of both series. i tell people, if you're gonna buy me DVDs, by the whole series, even if thats all you get me, but nobody listens, i don't like getting responcibility for a gift. my dad gave me the keys to the Crown Vic i already knew was mine, and that i don't have a liscence to drive, because i don't care about driving, it just means i have to take a test, master a machine, then get a job to pay for it, thats not a present its a punishment!

DVD Burner i got for christmas, still isn't installed and my speakers and printer still don't work, and i don't have a scanner, thanks bro, you've given me a series of essentially heavy boxes, which i can't do anything with.

the thing i want most is Bev, her here, me there, jusdt to be with her, i knew i wouldn't get that, but damnit if i don't hope.

i went to red lobster and outback today and yesterday, both times with one parent and no siblings or their mates, i want a crowd, two people is too intimate, and i fear intamatacy with people i don't like that much, the only person i want to be alone at a rstuarant with is my best friend or mate, not parent.

at least i got video games.

well anyway i felt like shit, and in creative writing the said write whatever you want about whatever you want, so i wrote a manifesto, sorta mien kampf without the anti-semitism and world domination, and was wallowing in despair, till i heard my friend Troy talk about breaking up with his GirlFriend who he was very much in love with, so i joined in, heart-break is my defining feature, and i basically rambled off all my problems and they, Troy and some hot girls, listened, so i felt a lot better, as long as i have people to talk to i'm happy.

Kitty didn't know it was my birthday and before i left she caught me in a suprise hug, she's a good friend, she's half my height, twice my width and i find her appearance or personality in no way romantically appealing, but it was nice of her, too bad her huge boobs were below my waist line, then it might have been fun!

you know oi'd say something like that!




HAIL ZEON!!!!!

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