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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
kinda random, actually not really.
i really wish Bev was on tonight, she's at a friends house, and i really wanna talk to her, but i can't get to her so i guess i'll have to cope.
a friend of mine pretended to be another person on AIM, she thought it was a fun trick to flirt with me, then later say, its me! i didn't think it was fun.
i have betrayal issues, since i was a kid i've been lied to and betrayed so many times, that if someone i love or like pulls off a big trick, i feel like shit.
i'm a very strange person, i either completly distrust or trust someone, so when she tricked me i felt like someone i let inside my shield just stabbed me in the back, it felt like my soul was bleeding, like all my emotions were leaking out. plus i liked the character she played, so to know that person, who i liked doesn't exist is painful.
when Bev does those things i get annoyed, because i love her so much, and she giggles and acts all cute, i can forgive her, but i realize how much it hurts when another does it, i realize how much i love her.
i wish she were here in person every moment of my lonely existance, but right now i'm just as desperate to just tell this to her, that i'm hurt and i need her, that i love her and how much she matters to me, for once i need the arms to cry into, not the other way around. its not her fault, she has a life, i don't, and i know i've let her down just as much. i want her to be happy, i really hope she's happy where she is, thats all that matters.
yes AP is my fanfic, new people, please pm if you wanna read it! please read it!
and draw the characters!
i need this stuff right now.
guess i'll just cuddle up next to me weeny dog and hope she can consule me. the unconditional love of my doggy creature, its all i've had for so long, and all i have now.
hail zeon.
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