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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Thursday, March 2, 2006
one critic.
Myui, arguing with you is like arguing with myself.
i often think about if what i do is really self sacrificing, or if its only done because i enjoy making her happy, i guess the only way to prove it is to do something you completely don't want to do, so i believe no matter what you do its somewhat for yourself, there for everything we do do IS for PERSONAL pleasure, even if its done for another.
its like what Sensui said "human can justify anything, thats why i like demons, they admit they're evil." nobody ever does something they believe is wrong, we always qualify it with "i have to' or 'its the only choice" "its them or me" therefore if i were do do something completly against my nature it would have to be for a reason, and that reason would qualify it as a personal pleasure venture, thus erasing all notions of selfless-ness. we never do something completly for another, there's always something of personal interest in the action.
but i don't think that means love isn't real, because there has to be some reason to act more selflessly than usual. maybe love is finding pleasure in pleasing another, maybe thats how to define it, it goes along with my definition [love is someone making you do something you despise with every part of your existence, yet you enjoy every moment with all of your heart] pretty nicely, i can't really define love conclusivly, it is an abstract concept, but so is all emotion and belief, i can't explain any emotion, but i don't doubt their existances, so why doubt this one's?
possibly love is a human creation, a concept we are programmed at birth to believe and thus justifies or otherwise meaningless existances on this god forsaken shit-hole of a world we live on. possibly we did make love up, it may be artifice, a non-existant concept that in its draw is self-perpetuating, we love because we love love, maybe its not real, but i like this illusion just fine, if love is a lie then i don't need the truth, if its all fake then tag me the biggest phony. i bought into love and i'm not selling my stocks now, even though they've become worth so much.
i'm glad for you Myui, my single critic, because you make me delve deep into my own beliefs to justify them, thank you for being the needed opponent, or else i'd grow complacent in my time of idealogical peace. a battle of wits like this is just what i needed.
thank you, my worthy opponent.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!
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