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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Friday, March 3, 2006
damn you!
damn you peoplezez and your interesting commentary! i feel like just debating philosphy with you guys now! you guys all think and speak to well, i must continue this discussion, i'll just write the rest of the post at the bottom.
yes i do suppose unconditional love would be ideal, but its humanly impossigble to do something unconditionally, i mean even unconditional surrender is under the condition you stop attacking them, if it were really unconditional one side would give up and the other side could still bomb them.
everyone has a motive, a condition, no human action comes no strings attached, the strings may be thin, invisable, loose and long, but they're attached and they will not be taken off.
we all do things for our own reasons, reasons we keep hidden, we may think we know another's reason for doing something, but really all we know is ehat the tell us they're reason is, which may be a partical truth or a complete lie.
therefore i accect my love, and her love for what it is, cleverly masked selfishness, byu only dwelling or speaking of the fact you want the other to be happy it seem selfless, when really it just happens is that your own desire was to make them happy, and secretly you are doing it for yourself. if we didn't feel love as a feeling then we wouldn't be in love because we wouldn't enjoy the sacrifice, i'm doing it because it feels good, everything is selfish, its just how openly selfish it is.
i love love, i love Bev, i love loving Bev, i love the feeling, love making her feel, its all just about feelings, motives, agendas, don't get me wrong, this anilitical outlook hasn't spoiled it for me, i'm still the same lov e sick, sar struck romantic as ever, just playing the cynic to try to justify my own foolish actions.
okay, now for the actual post.
today i got a pic of Bev!
finally!
and she is so damn uber-cute!
course to me love is the best accessory, the ugliest woman is the queen of the ball to the poor dope who loves her. but i think Bev is soooooooo cute!
man i love her, she acts cute, talks cute, giggles cute, and is cute, man i really don't stand a chance against her, i can't resist her, i melt, hard, anilitical, cynical, cold me turns into mush at a single giggle or word from her, she takes away all this power and intellect that only serve to cause me to become clouded.
i like being swimple, unable to do anything but be loved and love in return, a simple paradise for a complex man.
Bev also posted a pic for me she did of Foxxy, who she hates, for reasons i'll make a post out of tommorrow! because its fun!
and see she gets sad reading my helpling hints because she is so addicted to my voice she wants me to say them to her, plus she always takes the tone wrong when she reads it, like i'm angry, whern really i'm happy, like always.
so, per request, i reviewed it as Foxxy seeing a picture of herself, which was fun to do, and good because i knew Bev would like that review.
once again, selfishness masked as a sacrifice, isn't love grand?
i'm working ontwo fics, AP and one for chibi Cage and 3 other friends, both of which i'm kinda stuck on, i've started playing ToS again, from the duel at M izuho because i didn't realize that beating the game was like Digaea and not KH or Star Ocean: till the end of time, you start all over again, No es bueno! oh well, it was fun hearing the story of Mithos again, and i'll see all the Sheena x Lloyd scenes again, cept the flarior one, which is one of the cutest, because Lloyd is so oblivious, Sheena is flirting with him and all he talks about is how evil Crucius is, i think if she kissed him he'd say "i didn't need CPR." boy do i love that game.
speaking of GAINAX go herefor some awesome pics and info on the live action EVA movie.
well thats it.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!
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