myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Saturday, March 4, 2006

Debate, the Foxxy x Bev.
Yes, the ideas i have said lately are far from hallmark moments, but see the thing is i say these things as, well me the most love struck duffus on the planet.

yes i believe we all have hidden motives, but no i'm not running around thinking of Bev's, i believe her motives are pure, against my better judgment, but i do believe, i'm not cynical in the sense that all this stuff i say is my main belief, my main belief is cloud nine myopic lovey-dovey mushy fluff uber-sappy love time, nothing but rainbow smiles and marshmellow dreams. i'm too naive to actually assess someones motives in real time. all this strings attached crap is merely hind-sight.

and really, can you actually believe that you can do something with NO personel motive, to do something with no justification, no reason, because if you have a motive or a reeason its a string thats attached, i don't see as having personal reasons behind your actions as a bad thing. i'm not talking about manipulation or deception, its just that i want to be self-less, but if you trace anything back far enough it was in some way for yourself, therefore i stated all things have strings attached.

and yes, if i loved someone more i'd leave Bev, and if my Uncle had a vagina he'd be my aunt! love is finding the best offer, i believe i will never love another more than her, if you did love another more than your current why would you stay with the current? but once again, i think i won the jackpot, so i don't see myself leaving. and i aqlso don't see the logic in asking a question like if i lov ed another more would i leave her? its just to pesimistic, i don't need that kinda drama i may think a lot, and over analyze, but i would never believe there is a better choice out there, i found the one and only, the best, and i don't see that idea ever changing.

i'm sorry if i'm to cynical, but its just me desperatly trying to retain some sort of logic while i'm drowning in love its the classic its too good to be true complex, everytime someone in a movie falls in love the always try to destroy it like in havest moon: another wonderful life [Game cube Video Game] when you propose to Rock he gets all choked up about the two of them admitting their feelings and suddenly fist clenched blurts out "I WON'T DO ANY WORK!!!!!!!" and the main character just nods, thus closing the nuse around his neck and obliterating all chances of escape.

i say these things because i try and consider alternatives, but in the end i'm just a dog on a short leash who loves his owner, but dreams of that house next door, i'll never leave, i don't want to leave, if i was in their yard i'd jump back into mine, but that doesn't mean i can't think about the other yard.

don't think i or her are manipulative, we always apologize for hitting eachother so hard emotionally, we don't know are strength, either one of us could make the other do anything, we just don't because we love eachother.

now for the post.

see when i first started writing AP in my notebooks 2 or 3 years ago, i created a little character by the name of Foxxy Sune, and i made her my ideal girl, today i've come across Foxxy in the flesh, by the name of Beverly Galindo, and real Foxxy hates made-up Foxxy.

see Bev hates Foxxy because she's too much like her, glompy, clingy, hyper, immature, cute, innocent, yet seductive and loving, she's a tomboy and a girly girl at once time, she'll kick your ass and kiss your lips at the sme time! and Bev is the exact same way, so she hates her. that is the one difference, if Foxxy met Bev, Foxxy would then be Bi.

Because thats the character i created, well at this point its like the character exists, not because i met Bev but because i know her so well and have written so much, so its not would should i make her do, its would she do, and i'm full convinced that Foxxy would go Bi for an almost exact copy of herself, and Bev hates going near other women, she's literally homophobic, lesbians scare her emencely. whic is funny because no one is ever literally homophobic, the hate gay people, i meet the only person on the planet actually afraid of them.

but no mastter what she hates she loves me, anfd knows Foxxy is my favorite character so she draws her all the time, and reads my story. and i know she has a good sense of humor so i tease her about being the real Foxxy, and be using her stories she tells me ass Foxxy's stories and using her reactions as Foxxy's which annoys her, in a good way,

hey, i've got to show her love too.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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