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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006
last day of late-osity.
tomorrow i go in late, last day of standardized testing.
yes, i plan to learn most of my spanish from Bev, but i want to know enough that i'm not starting completly from the bottom.
finally done with the damn biology poster, god i hate that class! the teacher sucks too! but now i have math, which i forgot about, so i must do it now, after i'm done updating.
for a while now i've just really been thinking about Bev a lot, usually she's a welcomed suprise thought, or a chosen pick-me-up, but lately i'm just obsessed, well more than usual!
i just really wish i could see her, i found all these cute kissy pics online, and all the do is make remember how much i want hers all over me.
and she really doesn't help, because she really wants to see me too, and brings it up, plus she's just so damn cute, adorable, charming, seductive and lovable! so yeah, i'm pretty screwed if i ever want to think clearly again.
i finally am sending pictures of me to Bev, so she can see how cute i am, she's very sweet, so even if she doesn't think i'm as cute as i think i am, i know she'll still melt when she sees me. she's such a great person, i really wish i felt worthy of her.
my damn training glove tore, so i need a new set, so i can't train, so i have a little more time, but i'd rather train. i want my body to look great for her, so she can enjoy ever inch of me, she may love me for my insides, but i want her to have an outside to enjoy too.
i actually pray to see her, i figure it can't hurt, and i mean it, i mean it was like a half hour monologue of a prayer, the whole time i was pretty choked up, i really wanna see her, i'd give anything, and i just wish that there were some sign, like a tangible incarnation of a promise from above that my greatest desire will be realized as soon as possible.
damn i wish i was able to just see her, that life was like some movie and right as i feel like i'm gonna lose it, a first class ticket is given to me by all my family and friends and my dreams come true and i'll never have to leave her arms again, instead i'm going to be lucky to fly coach and see her for a week.
why must fate be so cruel? to give but never enough, to give only enough to remind you how hungry you are? i'm so happy to be loved, to know someone loves me, that i'm worth something to some one, and a cute affectionate person at that! i guess i just have to hold out, because i know when we're alone in her room, and i'm wearing her lip gloss all over me, held in her arms, trapped in her love, all hers, i know that the wait will mean nothing, and that i won't have a care in the world, that i'll be in heaven.
till then i'll continue to survive on dreams and fantasies, waiting...
always waiting.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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