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Saturday, April 22, 2006


so much to say.
first of all, thank all of you for supporting me in my quest to rid myself of my impure actions. see i know not many of you were offended, but to me its the holocaust. i mean i just felt like crap everytime i engaged in it, so i really wanted to quit. i really hope i can, because it was killin me that i was so weak, being as i'm always striving for strength.
see if you drink, you have AA, any drug had DeTox, but i had nothing, but my own wierd sense of honor, to declare the hab=nd that was marked by the one i loved [at that time] sealed and to never be tainted again by my impurity, and not for my left to be wrapped in these chains of love, which will lock away my weakness for good. when i feel weak, i clench the charms, and think of my love, these hands are now seled. i will make sure of that.

Bev thought the whole thing with my right hand was cute, i'm glad she understands my ways, that she can love me more, for something so strange.

and i thank all of you for understanding, it means a lot that i got well wishes and understanding as well as support, i'm glasd you didn't find me disgusting for admitting my weakness.

see i mention my faults a lot, so i'm glad you guys are with me.

and see i'm not perverted, to be blunter than usual foreplay is my favorite part, a kiss to me means more than sex. i mean i'm a virgin who's never been kissed [both someone wishes to cure me of] but on my wish list kiss comes first, cuddling, being drawn on, leaving hickies, all the lame cutesie stuff, thats what i want, sex is unimportant, i mean once i've had it maybe i'll change my mind, but for now the lips and the marks they leave are what my fantasies involve.

and yes i do now want that desire so carnal, original sin if you will, but see that came from love, before i really could care less about sex "a girl could be like "i wanna fuck you all night!" and i'd be like "nah, not my thing." but i'd fall for a girl who wanted to kiss me, and hold me, well i found the latter, and caused her to be a bit of the former, and i must say i'll give her what she wants, because i love her, and i know she wants to give me what i want too.

and i'm glad my uber-fluff romanticism is infecting people, if i could turmn everyone into lovey-dovey love-struck romantics like me i would, but i'm glad i got one, and that i found one too [who noew just happens to be a bit amorous as well now]

well i'd like to say that i'm honored to say that Absolute Power is an offense to english. thats the best review i've gotten except in PMs. i mean if you're really terrible, people may just love it. well i'd like to have more people read this offense.

and there's a difference between flamers and critics, flamers are stuck up, rude, bitchy, self righteous assholes. these people think by making stupid analogies, or uber-mean comments, that that makes them right, or better. if you say "use better grammar and more detail," is a critique "your story is like taking the creamy filling out of a twinkie and replacing it with motor oil," that would be a flame,
got it memorized?

well ch.15 is done, now i just need my baby to review it! then you peoplezez will get it.

well read Absolute Power up to chapter ch.14! or ch.2 below!

please read it!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!

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