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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Monday, April 24, 2006
i returned to and now back, from hell.
yes, i call my school hell, because i believe that it is where personality goes to die.
the entire idea of school is to get us into the idea that individual thought is bad, do as your told, everyone must be equally miserable...and so on.
my teacher digagrees with me [wait... i feel a rant coming on...] oh god that teacher [yes!] first off if she isn't the model for angry old bitches who is? she's just angry because the factory shut down and her naughty bits are drier than a desert. i damn is she mean as hell, one word and she'll be shrieking at you to BE QUIET!!!! all except me that is, she has me sittin front row, damn center, right infront of her ugly old ass. and she treats me like a prince, i mean i'm the biggest goof-off in the whole damn class but i get amnesty. everyone know i hate her, we all bitch when she's gone, me the first, loudest, most intensly, and soulfully. and she just dresses wrong, she wore a hot topic-esque cathlolic school girl type outfit!
okay back in the times of President Adams she may have been hot in that, though i doubt it, because she has a better moustache then me [i like my peach fuzz stache] but damn at like 58 you don't get to wear the kinky school girl outfit, damn near killed the fetish for me! [notice i said "near" i'll always love the kinky school girl outfit!] and i have to sit right near her!
well anyway, she's been bugging me about working on the school newspaper, says i'm a good writer [if i was a good writer more people would read AP] i told her i think school ids wear soul and individual thought go to die, if there was one thing that could kill my spirit any faster than this damn-ed place it would be the bowels of hell itself. she disagreed saying people are too stupid, that they're blind sheep. i know this not to be true, i've seen those that see only a little less than me, that stand up to this totalitarian regime, and are quickly struck down, that there are those like me, that wish we could win, but know we can't. a silent mass of disgruntled, unhappy, miserable students who's minds asre always filled with the defiant spark, we who refuse to become robots, individuals who will not be broken and rebuilt to the standards of this place.
and they want me on the paper, no fuckin way, what i would like to do is start a resistance paper,. one that says that the reason that we have 3 bathrooms and the teachers have 8 or so is because the teachers don't care if we have to wipe our asses with lined paper and have no soap to wash our hands with, as long as they can sit on a dry seat with no graffiti on the walls. that the school news paper is more one sided than a Nazi propaganda film. that school spirit is mutually exclusive to personal spirit. that the reason for dress codes is so that the old man techers don't get tempted by jail bait students. and that not doing your work only makes you too stupid to fight back.
yes my ideas are radical [aren't they always?] and probably far from center, but it would get people to think. i know i'm radical, that i'm saying stupid shit, but sometimes that shit needs to be said. the followers y=that except the school's bullsit aren't stupid, they've been broken. i think i've bordered myself up so much i can't see the truth either, but i think a new set of lies may be enouh that someone can survive long enough, not broken or jaded, to see the truth, then let us all see the light.
i tolerate school because i know it is nessacary, the enviroment i don't think so, but we do have to learn, so i take my licks, do my work, but i don't listen to the hype. i learn, bother acedemics ans self awareness.
i never expect things to change i just wish someone would admit they suck.
on a lighter note everyone loves my love cuff bracelet! go love! i'm so happy and filledwith love! i feel so strong, this love gives me such inner strength, and i'm writing another love poem in creative writing. Yay love!
read Absolute Power please, one chapter at a time is fine. i just need the readers bad.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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