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Birthday
1990-02-12
Gender
Male
Location
in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
2005-03-25
Occupation
slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Sunday, May 7, 2006
all love. [as opposed to 99% love like usual]
i sure love posting, and i'm glad you guys like reading it, i sure hope that its that less people are on for some random reason, and not that less people are coming on purpose.
well i talked a lot with my love today, which of course has put me in a very good mood, i'm all warm and fuzzy inside, i can't stop smiling and my heart's all fluttery. biy is it nice to be in love.
all of you commenters seemed to think i did5n't know her reason for sadness. i knew it well, she missed me, she always misses me, so she was sad that her father cut her off from me, so she missed me, and when i fell asleep, so did she, but she didn't wake up as fast as me, so thats why her dad answered, and told me she couldn't talk.
so i called this morning as soon as i woke up and talked until i had to leave for my dad's, then called her back up as soon as i got home.
she got tired so she asked for a half hour nap, which i gave her, i called back and no one answered so i waited 10 minuutees and called back, and i was met with her sobbing, cuz she was afraid i wouldn't call back but i cheered her up, i love her so much. its nice to know i can make her so happy. she makes me really happy too.
her dad made her hsang up again, she may have a friend call me, or not, i don't know.
as for me being an emotional masochist i don't think so. i may like to be teased and embarassed, but thats because i think its fun, i don't like pain, and besides, i'm so open anyway, its very hard to embarass me, i just like to be played with, but i do now want to give a little back, at first this was a one-sided desire, but now shhe REALLY likes that plan.
i'm glad she does, because i mean it wouldn't be very fun if she didn't like it! i want her to enjoy it, because i like to please, like the good dog i am. plus like i said, she always gives back more, so i'm just really digging my own grave. she will get me back even worse, which is really what i'm looking most forward too, well actually i just want her to have a few marks to rememberr me by, on her face, neck, chest and arms, so that she'll be blushing in public too, i realize for ever mark i leave on her i'll probably get like 12, but still, i know she'll look cute all decorated up.
man do i love her, she just makes me so happy, even if i'm completly pissed, miserable, or depressed, if i think of her i become all locve struck and happy. i get weak just hearing her kisses on the phone, and when she tells me everything she plans to do to me, as does she when i tell her my plans.
it feels good to be in love, but it feels even better to know that you're loved back.
Absolute Power its the second greatest thing i've ever done.
quote:
Me: i want your marks all over me, i want everyone who sees me to know just how weak i am against you, because being your's the greatest accomplishment i've ever made.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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