myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Monday, May 8, 2006

beginning life crisis.
for spme reason right now i kinda feel bad. i mean at school they keep telling me that next year i gotta figure out what i wanna do with my life next year.

i mean since i was little i wanted to be a Crypto-Zoologist, i wanted to find nnew animals, i wanted to find Bigfoot. but now i don't know, i don't know what i want to be, being that doesn't seem so great anymore. and it kinda scares me.

now i kinda wanna be a voice actor, everyone tells me i would be good at it, but i know iits a 1 in a million thing. i know i don't have any chance of being one, but i just don't know what i want to do with my life now.

my girl is a really good artist, she wants to take classes and become an animator, i know if she did i might be able to be a VA or a writer, b ecause i know i'd do good at those, but once again i know both are pretty much dead ends.

i mean how much of a chance would i get? probably none, i mean if everyone who wanted to be a VA was one there'd never be a character with the same voice ever.

so basically my future is my biggest fear now. i'm afraid i'll be a failure, or that i'll end up in some worthless job that i'll wake up ever day hating, but have no way out of.

but i do have love, my one and only strength, the only thing that makes me look forward to the future. because i finally have it, i finally have lips that want to taste me, arms that want to hold me, and a heart that wants to own me.

its the exact opposite of what my life used to be like, i used to know i'd grow up and be a Crypto-Zoologist and possibly die a virgin that had never been kissed, because it was impossible anyone would ever love me.

now i have a loving, affectionate mate who loves me and wants me, but i'm unsure of the future i will share with her.

i don't know where i'm going, i have no idea what i'm going to do. my future scares me. i can't see past tommorrow really.

i have no idea what i'm going to do.

will i be a VA?

will i be a wriiter?

will i be a Crypto-Zoologist?

or will i just live off the money my soon to be famous girlfriend?

well whatever my future holds, whatever road i go down, i know she'll be there beside me, holding my hand. and i can't be afraid if she's with me.

so the future doesn't scare at all.
[but still] nothings like before.

[i want her to] hold me
[if she does i don't care] whatever lies beyond this morning
[because it] is a little later on

well i'm done with that.

read Absolute Power at least i'm doing it right.

quote:
me 7th grade science teacher told me that Crypto-Zoologists aren't real scientists, and none of the animals i belive in are real.

Me: i will find Bigfoot, and when i do i'm taking it to her house so it can throw poop at her windows.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!
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