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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Friday, May 19, 2006
i'm me again.
i was kinda bitchy, sad, depressed and pissed off before, buit i'm back to cocky, happy old JD again.
well lets see, i finally got Kitty to admit i;m not whipped, she too says i'm a great boyfriend, even if it is a lie i'm happy to hear it.
and actually i don't worry about how to be in love, i pretty much wing it, but i do, in hind-sight excessivly analyze the actions i took. she loves me for acting how i do, so i'll continue to act this way, because she likes her little pup and i like being her doggy. i choose to follow her rquests, with the same cocky, analytical style as usual, i sure hope i lose that ability when we';re in person, i want to lose myself for a wjile, i don't want to be so calculating in love. so i'm happy to follow orders, and i really wish i could follow them more thoughtlessly.
i love her, i love the way i love her, i love the way she loves me, it doesn't matter what others say, what we have is whats important, us is all that matters.
and yes i love the notion of love, but i'm constantly suprised by the reality, so i think i love her more than my ideals, cuz really my ideals for love are what has done to me.
today i had no erasers, so i couldn't draw, so i decided to write to my love again, but before i did i read all the love letters she'd sent me, i keep them with me, and like usual, the sight of her lip markds on the letter were too much for weak heart and virgin lips to resist, yes i kiss her kisses, i know i'm an idiot, she knew i did that too, one time she just asked me, before i'd even said anything about it "how much do you kiss my kisses?" it really suprises me hope well she knows me. it takes my breath away the things she says some times, i can't wait to lose my breath when i get those perfect kisses first hand, from the irresistable lips that create them.
things are looking better for our summer meeting, so i much happier JD may soon be created, as well as one who is even more disgustingly lovey-dovey.
i've also given up on Elfen Lied, i don't think i like it, i want to, anyone who likes it, please convince me i'll like it!
damn, i keep licking my lips, i can't even taste her gloss or anything, but still, i can't help licking the lips hers kiss touched.
i got a good review of Absolute Power please give me more you peoplzez of mine!
i'm going to go watch my new Gundam SEED Destiny DVD now!
quote:
me cheering up my one and only.
Me: you okay.
Her: yeah.
Me: don't lie to me.
Her: [voice breaks] huh?
Me: i can tell by your voice, your really sad, you can't hide your feelings from me, so don't try.
Her: [sad, little laugh] you sound like a stupid anime character, you watch too much anime.
Me: i know.
she cheered up though, i can heal her pain, thats all that matters to me.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!
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