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Friday, May 26, 2006


Emotion.
i love the .Hack-esque titles.

well today was a day of emotions, yes a very emotional day.

see today the seniors graduated, and to any of you that know me know why i was so sad. yep, that means i will never see Dafina in school ever again. so needless to say i was quite sad. she actually stopped by my third hour class before she left. and i was so sad because they announced all that all the seniors could leave, but underclassmen had to stay in class. which meant i may not be able to say good-bye. but luckily i have A lunch, so i got to the parking-lot as fast as possible. i was so scared i'd missed her, since cars were already leaving. i felt my face muscles twitch, i felt my lips quiver, my vision blurred, my eyes burned, my throat closed up. i said i wouldn't cry, then i saw a tan, thin frame, with a black pony tail come down the walk-way. the tears flowed so hard, i tried to ewalk calmly to her, i tried not to look like a total pussy, i didn't want to be so weak. i tried to ask for a hug, but she told me to give her one before i could, she help me, and told me not to cry, i choked out a "please keep in touch," she saaid she would. i was so happy, yet sad. i watched her walk away, and sat on the bench until her car left, then i went to lunch, Stacy, avoiding her Ex sat with me, and said she'd been doing the same thing, crying over people leaving for a while. i still quivered, and the tears still flowed. i felt so wierd.

in creative writing i lost a piece of one of Kitty's piercing bars, i bounced like a hyper-ball because i thought it was just a ball-bearing. so now i owe her $10. she got pretty pissed, but she lightened up a bit. she even laughed about how well it bounced.

Stacy's group CARL met outside, but since we had been looking for Kitty's bally thing we met late, and i never stay after my dad gets there, so around 2:30, and right as we joined up my dad's car pulled up. Kitty said "i have half a mind to tell your dad what happened and make you stay here." i said try it, and she did, but i can run faster than her and my dad has a sense of humor so we sped off leaving the CARL group in the dust.

all after i got to my dad's house i wanted to talk to my love. that was a hard 8 hours.

but the time finally came and i heard my love's voice. we talked about me crying, and thinks its cute that i still have a crush on Dafina. she likes that i cry. we talked a lot about drawing, and now i'm going to try harder again. we also talked a lot about AP. she really likes the story. we really didn't even flirt, we just talked, it feels good to know that sometimes thats enough. she had to hang up early, so i know right noew she's crying. i really hope she's going to cheer up and be okay. i hope she can feel happy about me. see cuz last night she had to hang up and she told me to call back in an hour, at 11:40, so i did, even though i was really tired, she was so happy, and kissy, and sweet, and romantic, giggly anfd flirty, so when she did hang up she woke up at her 12:30 [3:30 for me] and couldn't falkl back alseep because she was too love-struck thinking about me.

i know, we're both really cute.

please read Absolute Power i'm trying really hard at it!

quote:
my love to me.

Her: right now i just imagine you as this cute little brown puppy with blue eyes, woith big floppy ears, and you're on your back and i'm kissing and rubbing your tummy. and don't worry, your girlfriend loves you a lot and will never ever let you go no matter what.

Me: and your cutie-puppy boyfriend loves you too, and i won't let go either.

also, to my number 1 critic, i didn't wear the shirt for attention, i did it because looking sat all the kisses and cuteness she gave to me make me happy, and i want everyone n earth to know i'm her's and she's so devoted and in love with me. that's why i wore the shirt.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!

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