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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
Attention.
yes i do like attention. i mean to certain degree i like the attention of others. i do like girls calling me cute, and saying they're jealous of the girl that wakes up every day knowing that i'm her's.
yes its nice to hear these things, but they're not the reason i do what i do, i don't things for the attention. i mean yeah, most the timer everyone thinks i'm this uber-romantic, but ypu guys, my loyal peoplzez have on several occassions said that i'm whipped, more in love with the concept of love then my mate, and that i'm not in love, and my concepts of love are twisted and wrong.
but i was never discouraged, when people said that my idea that we all act to some degree for self in all actions was twisted reasoning, i just thought even harder about each bit of self pleasure everything people called selfless would have. when you said that love isn't being on a short leash8, i made her promise to keep me on one, and when you said i'm whipped i just acted more like her pet.
in all truth i don't give a fuck what people say about me. i mean its nice to get comments on my shirt, or my uber-lovey posts, telling me i'm this god of romance, but i don't need them. people tell me i can't trust her, that she could be cheating on me, be a man, or a hooker. but i love her, and if any of that is true, then its true, but for now i believe her. i love her, i believe in her.
yes, its nice to be agreed with, to get attention, and i mean to the certain degree i like the kinkieness of dressing up in something embarassing, and being in public all cute, and yeah, i may be a emotional masochist, but i do it because i want to, and that she wants me to.
i like being embarassed and played with to a degree, because its fun, its fun to be sensitive, to see everyone knowing that you're owned and weak, i like feeling like a boy-toy, a kept puppy, that my existance is for the expressed purpose of her emotional and physical pleasure. because normally i'm a competitive, cocky, arrogant, abrasive, self-centered, ego-manical asshole, so its good to know she can reduce me to her love-struck, humble, weak, decorated pet puppy-slave.
if you all agree, yay, if you disagree, fuel for my fists as i train, if no one replies, if i get no attention, of well, because all these feelings are inside of me, i blog them for a biyt of attention i don't need to go on. all of you peoplzez, your support is my emotional dessert.
read Absolute Power its below and at the link! yay!
quote:
Kitty telling me about a friend, then me telling my girl.
Kitty: My friend, SHE can write her name in the snow.
Me: how can she do that.
Kitty: i just saw it afterward, i didn't see her do it.
Me: she must be very nimble.
Kitty: Her namer is Amanda too.
Me: How can a girl do that?
Her: if a girl holds it long enough she can pee forward like a guy, its hard though...
Me: Ooooooooooooooooh...
Her: Whats her name?
Me: Amanda.
Her: WOW! thars a lot of curves!
Me: i know, she must have really good control.
Her: and a lot of pee!
Me: i can't even write my name, well, i never tried.
Her: you know, i'm reeaally embarassed talking to you about this, its just wrong.
she's so cute when she's embarrassed. i'm happy she has, and will teach me so much about the femal anatomy.
HAIL ZEON!!!!
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