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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
The path i chose.
i say that a lot to myself "this is the path i chose," or "guide me to the path were i spend the most time with her," i walk the paths i choose, and no matter what others say, it comes down to what your heart tells you.
yes, i would not tell a girl the first time i met her about past sexual encounters. i'm merely trying to give her incite into me. i knew this would cause a problem, i wanted it to be solved, i just wanted to get it out in the open so i could fix it. and really, she can trust me, i blab everything out, so if i was cheating on her, i wouldn't shut up about how much i liked my mistress. i feel i chose the correct path. yes it may be foolish, but really i'm sick of making tact moves, i want to rush in, well i'm already in, dso i'm going to run in circles babbling incoherently for a while. what i said may have hurt her but it seems i've made her believe in me, and if she still does doubt me, well i'd rather she hate me because she knows me then love me because she doesn't. i want to share myself completly with her, and that means my mind too, i'll tell her everything, if it dooms the relationship, well at least i tried.
i guess i should listen to my elders, espreacially married ones, but alas i'm cocky and young, idealistic and naive, romantic sand blind. i know i'm doing all the wrong things for the right reasons. but its the best i can do. i feel as though telling her about someone important to me from my past is the right thing to do. my heart tells me that was the right thing to do. maqybe if i thought with my head [north or south] i'd hide the truth so as to ensure immeadiate security, but i can't do that. i sure hope i'm talking the correct path, because if my heart is leading me wrong, then i nothing to guide me anymore.
i hope to work more on my story after i update, i've worked on it a lot today. its because my love likes it so much, plus talking about it to her made me want to write those parts. if she ever does make Anime like she wants to, she wants to make my story into one, the only problem is that it is a fanfic, so i have to change a lot about it, but i can see how i could. its worth it if i hear Scott McNeil's voice coming out of a well animated Kit's mouth as he, Kira Vincent Davis as Foxxy and Crispin Freeman [its just unhealthy] as Aveian.
but i am kinda tired, i'll still stay up till 2 like usual though.
except i keep yawning, it hurts my tongue, i think i sprained my tongue trying to give myself a hicky. i want to be ready to play with my love if i get a chance this summer, so i must learn this technique, except i'm failing horribly, my technique sucks, i have no idea of the time frame, the motions, or even the relative difficulty ratio of the the soft skin of a female's neck, shoulders and chest as opposed to my left arm. i mean it would be nice to learn with her, but she learned just because she likes nibbling and sucking on her own flesh, and i won't have much time this summer, so i must learn.
well read Absolute Power do me this favor and i'll do one for you.
quote:
its a long on'
see for the last two monthes i've neen watching Chobits, my loves all time favorite Anime, and i've been dropping hints, which she doesn't seem to notice well it finally happened tonight. so i'll lost a bunch of our Chobits-esque quotes.
Her: i'm an idiot.
Me: Yes, but you're the idiot for me and only for me.
nothin'
Her: Yay!
Me: ALRIGHT! [sound just like him]
Her: [confused] What was that about?
Me: [as conspicuous as OJ with a butcher knife and a dead white lady] Nothing.... *nerous laugh*
she's really dense, or should i say common sense is not her strong point?
here's the conversation that revealed it.
Her; i'm glad you're not one of those people obseessed with anime, like the care more about the characters then people *i snicker* like they'd rather watch hentai then have a real relationship. *snicker* they just go "that character is so hot," and never notice people. *more snickers* whats so funny, you're been laughing since i started talking about this.
Me: sorry, i kept thinking "there are no people here, they are all with it, none of the people want to be with people anymore, they just want to play with it."
Her: I don't get it.
Me: well its okay, i'll tell you in a couple weeks.
her: i really wanna know now.
me: but i don't wanna ruin it.
Her: it'll drive me crazy.
me: fine, a bunny told me.
Her: Bunnies can talk?
me: yeah.
Her: i think i know!
me: you should....
Her: is it an easter thing?
me: no.
her: Another clue.
Me: if all the people in the town are gone away with it, then what would the town be?
her: i don't know. [a town with no people, sometimes her dumbness scares me]
me: i think its that you know what i'm joking about so much better then me i can't make a joke at your level.
Her; tell me the jokie again.
Me: there are no people here, they are all with it, the people no longer want to spend time with people, they just play with it.
Her: is it a body part?
Me: no.
Her: i was thinking it was a penis
Me; first two letters are right.
Her; what are the next two?
Me; R and S
Her; PERS, PERS... a talking bunny... people playing with it... kinda sounds like Chobits...
Me: BONG BONG BONG, that is the correct answer!
Her; huh?
me; that was an apperently bad Sumomo impression.
Her; damn i'm an idiot, that's my favorite show an everything!
Me: yep!
i then told her all the other jokes, she was pretty embarrassed.
well thanks for reading this far, sorry for the length!
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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