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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Monday, June 12, 2006
this was supposed to be about wrestling.
i was going to write about the ECW PPV i saw today, but more important matters came up.
see my speacial one [she came up with the name, isn't it adorable?!] woke up today at 4:30 a.m. so she was a little tired, and she wanted to go to sleep, but since my dad wasn't picking me up until 6 she couldn't sleep, because i kept her on the phone, i did this by not telling her my dad had told me he'd be late, therefore she saw every moment as precious and stayed on.
yes, i know this is against what i usually say, but humans are complex creatures, an well, i guess following my heart this was the right path.
she thought it was cute and a nicve trick too, we talked for 7 and a half hours till the last possible moment when i had to go, i gave her some "go to sleep kisses," and was off.
i hoped she would sleep during the 5 hours of my absence, she didn't. so upon coming home, i called up my one and only, and she was quite tired, i told her i wouldn't hang up until she fell asleep, so we talked, and she started to drift off, but she talks in her sleep a little, actually quite well, just a little off, in her sleewp she dsounds like Chii. and she's honest too, told me all kinds of embarassing information, then she woke back up and had to go to the bathroom, and when she got back i told her everything she told me, she got really embarassed, then fell dead asleep.
now this is the part where i'm supposed to hang up, well that was 30 minutes ago. i can't give her up. i planned to say my peace, give her some kisses, bid her a good night and sweet dreams, and hang up. but my finger can't seem to press said button. so here i am updating, with my sleeping cutie on the line, hoping she may wake up so i can tell her this, but i'm almost done and nothing. i guess i have to let go.
i'm so weak.
i'm going to hold out as long as i can, but even if nothing happens, i fufilled my promise.
quote:
me to her, right now i type it as i say it.
Me: i love you so much , i don't know if you can hear me right now, but i just want you to know that. i'm typing what i say to you now, so sorry there's a break, i can't type as fast as i talk. i miss you. i really wish you'd wake up, but i;m glad you can sleep. i'm glad i could be there for you. so even if you can't hear me, sweet dreams my love, and i'll call you tomorrow. you're my everything. thats why its so hard for me to let go right now. i hope you sleep well. dream of me. i love you, i'm going to hold on for a little longer. i know you won't come back, i just want to hold on.
wait she just might be back, god i hope so. please come back. maybe not, but i'll hold on a little longer.
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