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Wednesday, June 21, 2006


move along.
yeah, life sucks.
so you gotta suck it up and keep going.
take the support of those close you and allow yourself to heal.
i'm feeling better everyday
Sunday i felt like shit, hell, you Peoplezez read my rant, i basically was just letting it all out, sometimes you just need to vent, but because of that venting i caused myself even more pain. so yeah Sunday sucked.
from Sunday into Monday i didn't sleep well, but i got support from the usual place and felt a lot better. so Monday i was just kinda emotional, like when i used to watch Chobits and Elfen lied in the same day, or during "Dafina-gate," but i had my support, and i slept well, Tuesday, today [even though you guys read this Wednesday, remember i consider it tommorrow when i wake up for good.] i feel a little pain, but its mostly gone, i'm back to normal. which may or may not be a good thing -^_^-

i still believe all life is is the search for love, because love is still all i care about. sure it may bring pain at times, but its worth it. and its good to know that you can endure such pain, that you found something worth anything to protect. and to all you haters i know one thing, that i was once like you, you say you don't need love, that its all fake, that its not for you. then one day you realize that you're alone, cold, and you want to be loved. you don't have to believe me, but i know that the ones that fight it fall the hardest! ♥3♥

yes, i may be a "bit" insane. but hell thats why i have some many readers [well my posts do, AP...] so i'll contunue being the same me, i may change a little, but its all moving along, we have to adjust, and some adjustments are easier than others.

and now i've grown used to not being able to say every thought on my mind. the reasons have been explained already, i'm sorry that i cannot say them again, but i can't.

my drawing is still pretty rocky, but hell, Rome wasn't built in a day, so i just have to keep going, and eventually it will get easier, like everything else in life.

i may have a relapse later, so keep reading, and you may just get a treat!

wow, i guess i'm still getting used to this new life, but fuck it, thats what learning is for. the amount of adjustment i'm showing is amazing, i must be a Coordinator, New Type, or an Angel [not the 18th, then i wouldn't be speacial]

i'm going to start writing ch.17 of Absolute Power tonight maybe, technically difficulties are stopping the proof reading, and i need something to distract me, and because i'm Irish, its this or Drinking.

quote:

'i'm such a happy puppy, because this puppy has an owner who lover him very very much!"

-Anonymous

-AP COMMENTS-

Kit: Pussy!

draka puts a collar and leash on him, then yanks him down.

Draka: Bad boy! no you lay down and be a good boy, i wanna play!

Draco: I hate my family.

Aveian: i'm lucky not to be realted by blood, my luck ended there.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!


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