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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Friday, June 23, 2006
it can only get better.
yep, once again i feel very lonely.
i'm getting used to it, i guess its good i'm learning to deal with this, i just wish i never had to. yeah, i feel alone now. but its fine, i can handle it. once again i must call upon my inner strength to deal with this.
so i guess things can only get better, actually i know things could get worse, but being as right now i have a mental stability akin to Shinji Ikari or Asuka Langley Soryu, so i'm not going to journey into such a sad place. yeah, i'm pretty screwed up right now, but oh well, i'll deal.
at least i have my weeny dog, i can't be unhappy laying next to my weeny dog, she has always been there for me [not so much by choice but by the fact she is portable and not strong enough to escape my arms until i fall asleep] so i'm not completly alone. yay, i have my dog, its like a year ago all over again. i really hope things get better, i really hope i find strength again soon.
i actually have found comfort in false hopes, i know they're not true, but its nice to imagine them being true, i knida don't want to dispell them, but to not to would require me not going to bed, so i guess i just have to subscribe to reality again eventually.
lets see, i'm still trying to draw, and this latest thing came out pretty good. i wish i had a scanner, its of chibi Sylven and Foxxy, Sylven has Fairy wings, and Foxxy has Fox ears and a tail, she's pointing to Sylven all cute going "♥ He's so damn cute! ♥" and Sylven going "i hate you all."
i can't start ch.17, it just doesn't feel right. i think i need clearification, so i guess i'll just wait for it.
tommorrow there will be new Anime on demand, so i guess i have something to look forward to, but somehow i don't think it will be enough to distract me.
yes my Peoplezez, times are bleak, but your great Leader is still optimistic, for one reason or another.
well at least i will basically go to bed after i'm done with this, so at least i made it through today.
Read Absolute Power it would make me feel better.
quote:
"its impossible to be sad if you're holding a puppy."
-me
-AP Comments-
Draka: Or a kitty!
Foxxy: so cuddly!!!
Kit: This is so wrong... but feels so right!
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!
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