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Saturday, June 24, 2006


happiness.
first this comment made me laugh out loud...

Grifter99:
What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.
Become stronger.

reeal nice man, i guess i should feel differently, but that makes me laugh.

i'm happy again today, i think it goes without saying why. but beyond the main reason, its just that i had lotsa people to talk to online, two girls, one a really good friend, the other, well she's speacial, not "the one just for me," speacial [too much Chobits] more like "what the fuck could i say to describe this particular lifeform?!" speacial. yeah, plus plenty of youtube, so i'm just happy. life is good now. i hope it gets better, but if it stays like this, i could be very happy.

and lets talk about false hopes, see i don't actually believe that they are true, i just imagine they are, and it makes me really happy. if i were to believe that the one just for me were in my house, sleeping in my bed, and that my mom said nothing because she is in on it, and my dog Penelope [Penel or Weenim for short] is just too dumb to notice, when i go into my room, and see my bed empty, i'm not suprised, nor am i disapointed, i knew it would be, i just like day dreaming that it would not be. i guess i'm stupid or wierd, but hell my delusions kept me going through the night.

i still don't miss my dog binkie that much, she just seems like a dream now, her death seems like a dream, i think its my body's saftey reaction trying to keep me from feeling more pain. i may be cold, but i do wish she didn't go, i guess i do miss her, i'm just not sad, its more of a respectful mourning than an emotional one.

i don't even know where all the time went, usually i'm counting the hours, but today blew by, but it was nice, it was a happy day.

Chobits is almost over for me, yeah i have to admit now, it is the best series i've seen, of course Gundam is still number 2, i gotta buy the next SEED Destiny DVD.

excuse me, pee break...

and i'm back, had around 51 ounces of bottled water today.

awwwww, Weenim is asleep [if anyone gets the reference you are awesome] she's so damn cute, all huddled up there, fast asleep, i lay next to her for 2 hours, wide awake, i get up for 20 minutes, falls dead asleep.

i saw a bunch of Red vs Blue today, i'll proably watch more tonight before i pass out, or not...

Absolute Power should be updated too.

quote:

me and my dad.

Me: I trust God, thats why i pray, and when i do get divine help i thank him and am greatful for it.

Dad: Thats fine...

Me: So thats why i don't like Christian music, it doesn't reflect my feelings. i need a song called "God covers my ass."

Dad: thats never going to happen...

-AP comments-

Kit: "god has my as?" yeah, we will never be able to say that.

me: Hey, i watch out for you guys!

Foxxy: Yeah, after all the shitty stuff happens you keep us from dying, thanks a lot!

Aveian: My life isn't that bad, except i spend it with those two...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!

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