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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Monday, July 24, 2006
wierdness.
yeah, no good title today.
no real topic
so this is going to be fun'
return of the random rant!
well, i've been slacking off on the working out lately, but i watched that strip scene from Kare Kano again, and Asaba sama has re-invigorated my need to look pure smexy! so as soon as i get done i may try to get back to work on my new sexy body. i mean Asaba is so awesome! i must become like him.
on a related note, i'm trying to get better at creating stuff. i'm trying to personalize my BG, using paint. so i want the words to go across, but when i try to submit it to photobucket it gets shrunk. i even tried just normal up and down and it still gets shrunk to like avi size. i don't know what is wrong. it really annoys me. i wanted to make banners or even greetings, but if this is what happens i don't know how i'll even do it...
is my BG THAT offensive? i mean i think its cool, and not too pervy. i mean is it pervy? you can't see anything... i mean if it really is too pervy i'll change it, but i was hoping it would be okay. but my comments keep going down, so i'm wondering if its the posts, the BG, or just coincidence.
i think its the fact my sex drive is so low that makes me see pervy. see like girls will talk to eachother about breasts and naughty bits openly, because they're not sexually interested in those things, so it not embarrassing. sdame thing with gay guys, girls will let gay guys grope them if they're flamers, once again, npo tension. well see i'm not that horny, so when i see a almost naked woman i see beauty, to me this BG is just a beautiful piece of art. so i wonder about things, because i have quite a few open female friends. so i'm curious about stuff. like i have a friend who... "pleasured" herself with a popsicle, is that normal? i mean when i grew up people always tried to make it seem like girls aren't as sexually inclined as men. but then i hear this, a girl just removing her panties, and well, do certain things with a frozen food. are most girls that comfortable with their sexuality? i don't mean to be offensive, its just i'm curious, it may be the death of me, but i can't help asking. if no of you want to say anything, i understand.
i guess i'm too open minded, to me nothing is scared, i will talk aboyut anything, and nothing really shocks me. i mean my male friends love porn, i watch it and just laugh at the bad acting, i mean i have the same physical reaction that i'm supposed to, but i feel no will to do anything. my gun may get cocked, but i never think to pull the trigger. i can see hentai and just be amazed at the wierdness, i'm not shocked or aroused, i just observe curiously. i think my head and my pants don't talk to each other. i mean even yaoi has become just, another curiosity to me. yaoi hentai is nothing more than another piece of input for me to observe. so naturally i can talk about these things, because they don't affect me. i mean i'm curious of the idea of using a popsicle in such an inovative way, i like the thought, in the way i like the thoughts of any other cool scene, in a plutonic, no arousing way. popsicle violation is akin to a scene from a favorite anime, like the Asaba scene, its just entertaining. i seem to have no sexual reaction at appropriate times, its if my imagination takes off i get a funny feeling. like for example, a friend of mine on here has the screne name "venus guy trap" see to me that is a thing that makes me feel funny, i think of being trapped and "tortured, wink wink" and that is a arousing thought, though now that i meantioned that, the feeling is gone. so i believe that my utter lack of sexual reactions is the reason i say, and do so many perverted things. because i don not share the reaction that i'm supposed to. i don't know how that should be taken. am i perverted for not finding sex sexy? am i gay for not being repulsed by seeing hard-core yaoi? am i a freak for liking thoughts of popsicle vilation, based off of the unusual and inovative nature of such an action. aaaaaah, thats the thought, i see popsiscle raping in the same light i see high-flying wrestling. a popsiscle to the lady bits is like a double foot stomp to the chest or a running drop kick lionsault. i don't know, please tell me what i am, what i should think. i need to know how i should feel about being this way...
dsorry for the offensive content, i just think all this site is good for is spilling my heart, soul, and mind
maybe thats why everyone abandones me...
Absolute Power 17 will be in there soon, pm me if you want it.
-Quote-
a close friend didn't know that giving birth would hurt. sorry for the language, but i find the technical term wierder than the slang.
Me: you didn't know giving birth hurts?
Her: no...
Me: imagine shoving a baby UP your pussy.
Her: *pained squeak*
Me: and you were afraid your first time would hurt, a baby is bigger than a guy's member.
Her: ooooooow, that would hurt! but i thought they numbed the chick's pussy...
Me: yeah, just what a new-born needs, a dose of morphine.
-AP Quote-
Sora: so thats why the sex scenes...
Draco: and the incest...
Sylven: and the yaoi...
Foxxy: and the graphic peroid scenes...
Kit: because you just don't care...
Aveian: or feel.
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