myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Thursday, August 10, 2006

NO QUESTIONS?
you can't ask me ONE?!
oh well,
i'm sure i'll get some later.

well i'm kinda sad that my friend, cant escape is so badly hurt inside. i can't ask a person to tell me things they don't wanna say, espeacially if it causees them pain...
but i can't take people who are in pain like that. the whiny emo kind that say all hope is lost. [no offense] i guess because to me talking about everything is easy and a cure i expect everyone to just spill there problems so i can help them. i guess i am so self-centerd that i think i can help everyone, that i cure pain because i know how to do it i guess.
but i do seem to attract depressed people, and if they aren't already so amazing well afjusted that it makes me feel insecure, i can usually help them, so i think that talking about a pro0blem really can help.
but i'm not going to go out crusading, telling others they must do things my way, but i guess its the only thing i know.
so i was just trying to help.
if you ever decided to come over to my side,
those who think you are broken beyond repair,
or lost too deep to be found
or dead
i'll try to fix, find and save you.
if you'll let me...

and i'm glad that my views make me seem such a good friend. i try to be there for people, because i care for people. but also because moody emo people really annoy me. i guess because i'm so well centered, but i guess when i see the people who claim to be beyond hope i always want to help them, mostly because i want them to feel better and be alright, but also partly because the bitching annoys me. i mean i'm a pretty nice guy, but i really have trouble with pessimism. i mean i still love you guys who are depressed, i mean i have my abandonment issues, and even my beloved has some darkness in her past that she won't talk about. but if it ever comes up, our issues, the other always helps with it. and as far as my issue goes my friends always re-assure me. but i guess if what caused this damage is like what happened to my love, i know why you don't want to talk about it. and if that is the problem i completely understand. i would never, NEVER make a person talk about that type of thing. if you don't want my help i completly understand, i just really do wanna help.

yeah, i enjoyed Howl's and i'm glad Turnip Head was voiced by Crispin Freeman. i mean he was my favorite character, and he was done by my favorite voice actor.
while watching Howls's i really liked it, but upon looking back there are a lot of things i don't like/understand. i still really like it though, i just don't want to think deeply about it.
Princess Mononoke is DEFINATLY still my favorite. but that says more about the latter than the former -^_^-

and i know quite well girls love guys that put meat in there mouth, aren't i right girls?

its also really nice that you guys think i'm so sweet.
it really does make me happy.
thank you.
and yes, alas my childhood dream involved being captured and kept by an over affectionate girl, and basically being forced into love, and used as a boy-toy type love slave. but that dream is unrealistic [*sarcastic* REAALY?! no shit.] and my actual situation is proof that my child mind was incorrect, for the relationship i have now is not like that. she was a great friend, who became more, i wanted her to be more, she didn't have to bribe me. i'm not her slave, we're both equal, we both serve like slaves, giving all we can to make the other happy, but iys by choice. now we both have no trouble making the other's fantasies come true,and in that case it does involve conquering and inslavement, but those are simply games lovers play, and shall never be a mainstream reality, nor do i wish they were or could be.
i'm so happy to have what i have in love
i'm shed tears of joy over it
thanked god for it
and clutched my heart and sighed with pure infatuations and emersion to the feeling and vision of my love and my love for her
i would never trade anything for her
i would lose anything to keep her
she is my world
she is my strength
she is everything to me
she is mine
and i am her's
i love her
and it makes me so happy to be able to say that
to her i can only say
thank you for loving me

and i do believe that dying for your love is stupid.
then you're love gets survivor's guilt. they feel unworthy of the gift of your life, so they break down, use drugs, liquor, weed, sleeping pills, they try to escape, they become suicidal, they get destroyed, you break them and leave them to suffer, while your battle is over. is that really a gift anyone who loves would give?
i think not.
i'd give anything to make her happy,
my life too
but the thing is
i know that she does not want that.
so Romeo,
don't die for her,
LIVE for her,
and serve and please her everyday.
that is the way of the lover.

Absolute Power will not be worked on tonight, lost my time.

Laharl x Flonne is my favorite anime pairing ever! i'd really love some fan art of them if you'd do it.
Flonne is also the girl in my BG
she changes in the end.

will anyone even do that or should i just stop posting that?

-Quote-

"No many is worth your tears
and the one who is won't make you shed them."

- a misguided soul

i'm sorry
but i make my GF cry a lot
i don't mean to
its just she is really emotional
and i tend to say stupid shit
i don't think wether or not you make her cry,
i think its if you can stop those tears that matters

a coward and a hero are just as afraid
its what you do with that fear that matters

even good guys blow it
but the difference between a good lover and a total douche bag is what you do when you do cause tears to flow

besides
what about tears of joy?

-Senshi jokes-

Chuck Norris's house has no stairs either,
just ceilings and floors Senshi kicks/stomps him through.

- AP Comments -

[i dedicate this one to Grifter and Artist, enjoy guys!!!!!!]

Sylven: *still strapped down* Its dripping! my ass is dripping! clean in out already!

Marane: *walking around to the other side of the table* shut up. *thrusts forward* eat up!

*20 minutes later*

Marane: *refreshed* aaaaaaaaah, all done. *steps back and zips up* have fun getting it out of your mouth no-handed!

Sylven: Bastard! *cuts belts with his whips and lunges forward, sending them after Marane, but a metal door stops them* Damnit! *spitting* he left my taste buds in! sick bastard!

*3 weeks later*

Marane: *looking into Sylven from behind with a flashlight* Yeast infection...

Sylven: in my ass?

Marane: Sorry.

Sylven: i hate y...

Marane: Still one hole left.

KEEP BITCHING!
KEEP LOVING!
KEEP HATING!
I'LL KEEP WRITING!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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