myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Illiterate
i said "i'm ending the post here."
yet people go
"where are the jokes?"
oh well, my posts are really long
i guess i can't expect people to read it all.

at least i got questions!

artist0625: What happened to all the jokes?

like i said, i told you in the post that i'm ending it early, because it was a serious post, i do that every once in a while,
its not the first time.

And the AP stuff? Don't worry, i'll ad extra Marane x sylven scenes just for you!

sweet kisses: what makes you think you wont fall again?

i've found my worth, the person i love, by loving me as shown that i am good enough to be desired. that i have good enough qualities that girls want me. thus my ego has grown, along with me developing self worth, so that i'm a megalo-maniac to the core, instead of an empty shell filled with darkness with a convincing fascade of egotism on the outside. also, thefact that i fought the darkness, and that i know i can survive it, that i can become cold, but no die, be wounded, but not fatally, that my inner-self will not be killed, and that no matter how strong the darkness gets, my heart will exist and will not be lost, and eventually one will come to save me, because they want that heart.
the only way i would have to surive again is if my beloved left me,
i never want that to happen
but i refuse to let that kill me if it does.

why do you think lack of love is the problem?

because i see love as an end-all, be-all cure. because i believe whst helped my is OBVIOUSLY the cure for EVERYONE! if you find the one just for you, they are with you to soothe all your pain, they don't let you feel any pain. if you shed a tear they wipe it away. when you have another, all the broken pieces of each person fill eachother in. and if you both have the swame hole, then you work together to fing a plug to close it. to be loved is to have all your pain taken way. and i cannot understand people who forget about their hearts, i know that love is hard to gain, but its a hard-won victory worth winning. i realize that there are certain situations were physical or emotional intamacy would cause them even more pain. its just that i still think of myself as weak, so i think if love could save one as weak as me that a strong person definatly could escape the pain with love. and those who have one they say they love, but seem not to trust, confide in, or see as any help really desturb me. its like there heart is gone, and some evil organ of hate took its place. mock me for my theatrics, but it really does seem like they are the antithesis of the humanity i imagine. someone that dark, yet so adversed to help just scare me very deeply. people who cut, and suffer, and speak only of the misery of their life, yet do not want to be helped, if youi don't want me to save you, don't tell me you are in pain. and here is where my views get nice and corrupt.
if you really have sunken complety into darkness, given up on your hert, no longer will allow others to help you, and systematically destroy your body, if you've given up on life,
stop living.
if life is so bad, if you really are beyond hope, igf you are so broken no one can fix you, then die.
no one can help someone who doesn't want help, no one can help a person without a will for saftey. if you plan to be so, beyond human, just leave. pleaee end this suffering you complain about so much. because if you can live with the pain, if giving the choice where you can die or live with the pain, it doesn't hurt that bad.
i may be cold, but i'm sick of holding out my hand to have it slapped away.
i want to help
and at times it seems the best help i can give is to say just give up
my dog was in constant pain, and i knew that she wanted death, she was happy *tears welling up* she really knew whhay was going to happem, that things wouldn't hurt anymore
and she accepted it.
i think people should have that choice too.
a painless end to pain
for those who don't want to be saved anymore.

i would really like to discuss this
i feel that my feelings here need to be questioned and restated.
i don't know how i feel on this
so i need your guy's help
so i can have a solid stance on this issue.

well, 4 and a half hours to the damn aquarium
7 hours there
7 hours driving back.

i got NO SLEEP
not one minute of sleep last night
so tonight will be fun

my love called to make sure i got home okay
she is so sweet!

well, time for the crap...

Absolute Power i'm working on it, there's a chapter below, wonder how many people will think its one big post...

Laharl x Flonne
best anime couple ever!
will anyone actually do art for me?

-Quote-

"pain is beauty, thats why i like beimg so cute!"

- JD

-Senshi jokes-

When Chuck Norris has sex with a man, its not becaudse its gay,
its because senshi threatened to kill him if he didn't.

- AP Comments -

*Sylven's naked, helpless body laying on the table, Marane hovering over him, with a lusty look in his eyes*

Marane: *mouth watering* i'm going to lick *licking down Sylven's cheek* every inch *aross his lips and down his neck* of your body *to the chest, where he licks rings around Sylven's nipple, licking, nibbleling and sucking all around it* some places *licking to his navel* more *grasping "Sylven" in his hand, licking his head* more than others *opens wide and takes it in*

Sylven: *blushing, panting swearting* if i still have that, then i'm still human, and you can't disable my body*

Marane: *something other than drool on his lips* Yaoi plots never make sense.

maybe i should warn people about that stuff...

...nah.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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