myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

The next rant.
i think my rants come in sagas
i mean there was the love saga
the question saga
the pretty saga
the darkness saga
now we begin the gay saga...

well i'd have to say the hardcore Marane x Sylven yaoi i wrote in the AP section of every post for the like past month was kinda a teaser to the whole gay saga.
but serious, everyone thinks i'm gay. all i get is gay jokes, my GF thought i was gay when she first met me [probably why she liked me so much at first, yaoi freak] half the people thay come to my site either asking if i'm gay, saying my site makes me look gay, they think i'm a girl, or various things along those lines. And you know what? after a while it hurts, it really does. i may be a pussy, i may be feminine, i may be intrested in girly stuff, act girly, or be interested in yaoi, but i'm not gay. its a big deal to me. it leads back to the days before i was saved, while i was alone, scared, enveloped in darkness, self-loathing and pain. everyone called me gay, i never went an hour at school without someone calling me gay. and after a while it got to me, i thought thats why no girls liked me, or talked to me, or noticed me, because they all thought i was gay, i was really scared, gay guys kept hitting on me, really, seriously too, like they wanted my ass right that minute, yet no girl even seemed to know i existed. i get it, i'm a femine pretty boy puss, but after a while, all the gay jokes really hurt. because i think too much, i trust others too much, i believe in the wisdom of others above my own. so i think that if everyone calls me gay, maybe i am.
i think that everyone in the world can't be wrong, and i do act gay, it doesn't matter if ive never had a crush on a guy, or the thought of me in any sort of gay sex just confuses me, i might be gay!

you underestimate my insanity, i am that crazy,p i will question myself like that. its okay to bust my balls every once in a while, but right now its kinda getting out of hand. if people aren't calling me gay, they call me homophobic, racist, or perverted. everyone is picking a fight with mr, and its starting to get to me. i'm gonna start flippin out soon, i'm one step closer to the edge, and i'm about to break! [emo moment]

well, actually this rant is helping, but still, i am having some gay issues.

and thanks a lot for telling me that Gravitation is light yaoi! here i was feeling speacial! like i was good at it, like i was more tolerant than usual. like i wasn't one of those stupid guys all "i hate yaoi, ewwwwwwwwwwww!" i thought i was unique, accepting, above the level of most guys. but i guess i'm just average. maybe even below average, maybe i am homophobic! i guess i'm just not outstanding...
at least i was warned ahead of time, so i didn't value myself too much before my sense of accomplishment was ripped from my hands and used to beat the living shit out of me.
i have to say though that i expected the action of viewing said hot boys kissing action would cause me more discomfort, i expected to be as freaked as i see other guys when they see yaoi, but i just watched it like any other anime, i'm kinda psyched about seeing the next episode, two down, 11 to go. but i guess thats normal, i didn't do anything new, or exceptional.
oh well, i'm still happy.
and my normal bitch self
just not as full of pride and glowing with a sense of accomplishment, but i guess i did nothing to earn that.

its kinda funny, i really do like the characters, Yuki seems like me, but gay. and the characters are definatly interesting and entertaining! as much as i hate to admit it a i'm lovin the series. i mean the relationship between suichi and yuki is about as transperat as saran wrap, but its all good, i know the whole show only exist to showe gay boys kissing, so i can respect that aspect.
and being as i watche episode two loike a year ago, i knew the first kiss was coming, i bit my hand thinking it woul creep my out, hard enough to leave a mark still there now, but actually it wasn't thst bad, didn't bother me at all.
does that make me more yaoi tolerant than the average guy?

And wrestling is not fake. its scripted, but the good stuff is real, i saw Jeff Hardy jump off a 40 ft piece of set, through a table, onto a cement floor, and it was front shot, not from a wierd angle like in WWE so they can hide the mats, he really hit floor. i'm sp pissed Jeff is going back to WWE! that is not a good thing! he belonged in TNA, i was hoping Matt would come join him, but NOOOOOOO. oh well, i don't watch it for the WWE guys, i watch it for the X-Division, especially Samoa Joe and Senshi. along with that hot pile of smoking man-meat:
Alex Shelly!

i mean he is so awesome!
i mean his finishing move was the "Skull Fuck," where he would wrap his thieghs on the guys head and beat his face against the mat with pelvic thrusts. he humps people as a finishing move [he used to] HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!

And Senshi is only the best martial artist/pro wrestler i ever saw! his ROH fight with Samoa Joe was just chops and stiff kicks for 30 minutes, you could see boot lace and hand shaped welt on their torsos!
yeah, wrestling is SO fake.
well, WWE is, but i only watch that to laugh at it.
its kind of like watching if Batman broke his leg in a way it wouldn't heal, so you just watched bruce Wayne all bloated and fat, fart and scratching his balls in a crappy apartment.
that is WWE to anyone who grew up watching WWF, or ECW.
and i don't mean today's ECW with wrestling zombies and strippers with no sense of Rhythm.

i'm writing Absolute Power and i know that maybe one person is reading.

Laharl x Flonne i know none of you care
but i'll keep requesting art of them.

-Quote-

"Great, its 5 in the mourning, i'm going to watch cheap yaoi, then pass out on the bed, i'm going to have fun dreams!"

-Me, last night

i did actually, i mean not at night, just after i woke up, then tried to fall asleep, i went over scenes of gravitation, mostly the kissing ones, then i'd burst awake, then fall baclk asleepish, then more yaoi, repeat, repeat, repeat...

-Senshi jokes-

Wilt Chamberlain claims to have slept with more than 20,000 women in his lifetime. Chuck Norris calls this “a slow Tuesday”.
Senshi calls it "concussion fantasy caused my two many stiff snap kicks to the temple."
either one may be right.

-AP Quotes-

Kit: now that you're watching yaoi you don't wanna write it huh? [whack] OW!

*Foxxy chucks a channel changer at his head*

Foxxy: trying to do myself here! *looks at TV* Sylven's stuff is coming out of his mouth! OOOOOOOOOOOH! *slides down off the couch* that was good *panting*

Aveian: just keeps getting better...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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