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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
Say wha?
As far as i know the dubbing process does not involve editting. now if the show is going to be on TV, espeacially on as a childrens show it will be uneditted. now in some situations that is not true. DBZ for example is pretty editted. i saw the japanese and "uneditted," american version, but then again DBZ is infamous for its terrible dubbing. but as far as i saw in FLCL, Trigun, and Gundam 8th ms team, most anime is not that different subbed or dubbed. i may be wrong, but to me they don't seem that different as far as content goes, the language seems slightly toned down, but that is less and less true. so i guess if you want THE BEST experience as far as content goes i suppose subs work better, but i am annoyed if you look down on me for watching dubs, or diss them in general. and besides, its the studio that subs them [i think] so if they edit dubs, the subs must be editted too, there are always fan-subs, but then you are relying on another, non-professional to translate for you. i don't know, i just want to stop the hate, lets all just watch our anime, in whatever audio format we choose.
well, lets see, nothing really happened today. my dad offered to take me up to wall of fame to get a new Gundam figure. now i figured that there were enough different ones i wanted, they had to have one! unfortunatly, i did not expect the outcome. it appears all 3 of the workers, the dad, son and daughter were all gone, the door closed, lights off, the whole place damn place shut down, apparently they close at 3 on saturdays, lazy-asses! but what-ev i guess i'll try to go tuesday, i really need a pick-me-up. my life is pretty shit-tastic as of late. and no matter how happy my love makes me, to a degree i'm still fucking miserable.
well all today my bro was home, so i didn't watch any of my normal programming because me bro controled the tv, so i had no choice in the matter. but i got to call up and talk to Bev a lot, as soon as i got out of the shower in the morning, pretty soon after i got home, we talked till the phone died, then i believe i called back again, then when i got home. so i at least got to do what i love most. even if school makes me depressed and hate waking up each day, i know at least i'm one day closer to my beloved's side. its a painful combo, depression and love. school has no happiness in it for me anymore, i have no reason to get up anymore, i don't want to get up, go there, it causes me pain. i hate it. i wish someone was there, i wish Dafina still was there, or even better, if Bev lived here, went to my school, i could see her there, we could meet in the halls, share a kiss to help us make it through the day, maybe sit together at lunch, hugging and being all cute, riding home together, or maybe staying after school, alone in the halls or a stairwell, kissing and caressing eachother, making this place of pain a source of happiness on pleasure. but that cannot happen, its not possible, being as we are so far apart. so i suppose such an idealistic fantasy would be ridiculous even if we were living close enough.
so i live every day just for the chance to talk to Bev, its all i look forward to, i liove from phone call to phone call. she is my world, my happiness, my only light in the darkness that is my school life. i remember the old days now, of being happy at the moment, but miserable in memories, possibly things will get better later, that i will enjoy my classes like i did last year, but in all possiblity i could be miserable all year. in school i'm numb, i hate everything, but i feel no pain, its just looking back that hurts. But Bev still makes me so happy, so i still have my main source of happiness. i know i can surive, i have strength in my beloved, so i feel happy, its not the hopelessness i felt before, the surroundings of darkness. now its just the painful world beating me down every day. but i will never break! i have love, the greatest, most precious and priceless gift in the world. i can't live without my beloved Beverly, but i know there is no threat of death, because my baby will forever be at my side.
my life is so fucked up, everything is a mess now. AP may suffer, me and Bev are both really messed up right now, so you guys might have to wait longer for AP chapters. please stand by readers, i'm sorry i have to make you pay for my personal issues, but it seems that is the case. please forgive me.
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i clled Bev at 11 a.m. my time today.
Bev: You're up this early you asshole?
Me: I love you too.
Bev: *whiny* like it when you're lazy... and thanks a lot for making me cry with joy until my eyes dried out and hurt last night!
Me: You're so cute when you cry.
don't feel like putting anything else.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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