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Monday, September 18, 2006


Dependency.
well, i'm going to TRY to make this a non all Bev post, but i can't promise success.

alrighty, its totally cool if people disagree with my beliefs, i respect that, and i will take them into consideration, but i must demate you guys, i'll try to keep it to minimum, but all you guys know me, i get carried away frequently.

[first i have to remove the emo pants, they look good, but i don't like wearing them, so i'm in my baggy shorts,, i see wearing shorts as really not-sexy, so i just do it in-doors, God! i feel like Yukino, i'm nothing but a pretty fascade, and i let myself go at home!] well anyway, i really do live for Bev, but thats not to say i'd die without her. i'd no longer live, but i'd EXIST. hell, i existed for 10 lonely years that i spent completly lonely and wanting a girl [since Kindergarten i was desperate for attention from the lady-folk] and i survived off of the shallow happiness you can get from material possessions and being egomanical. its nice to know have someone to live for, a reason, a guidance in life. i guess i am a little too enthusiastic about my Beverly-Lover, but if its worth doing its worth leaping into with reckless abandon. i'm glad all you guys are so concerned, its really kind, but i think when it comes down to everything in my life, i listen to my heart, espeacially in love, sorry if i offend or annoy anyone, i love hearing your advice, and if you guys are right [which i will never ever think about] you can tell me you told me so while i'm crying my eyes out and possibly taking the Irish way out.

finally my female parental unit is on temporary leave from her proffession, so i shall spend some of my money. i got Gundam SEED Destiny 3-4, and i bought a LaGOWE from a rival company to that illiterate bastard's. LEARN TO SPELL YOU STUPID-ASS! But i plan to try saving up my money again, so i may be able to see my lover over a vacation of some sort from the hell i contnually learn in. so yeah, time to see if the whole saving money for love thing works this time. i really wanna see my beloved, so this seems like an easy way to accomplish said mission. but in the mean time i will treat myself every once in a while, but i plan to do so rarely, because luckily Christmas and my birthday are coming up, so i get gifts, but unfortunatly Bev's birthday and Christmas are coming up, so i will blow a lot of money on her, well maybe just a little, but in any case there will be spending!

tomorrow is the second day of spirit week at my school, so i'm going to wear the hat Bev bedazzled for me, i don't care if i get mocked, i think its CUTE! but i really have no school spirit, i hate my school, but i love my baby, so i'm wearing her hat, to increase my cuteness +37!

well this week is looking good, new stuff, i'm no longer in the red, i'm 3 weeks into the first trimester at school, so i'm about a 6th of the way through half the year, i realize its a big stretch, but i'm optimistic like that, school is blowing by and each day i get up i'm a day closer to seeing my lover.

and contnuing the loose theme my lover sent me a cute card in the mail it said "a card could never express how much i love you, but i used my tongue a lot to lick the envelope." she then left kisses all over the card and envelope, she is really sweet, and i really love how hot her kisses look.

well, i'm going to have to start getting on earlier so i can update and visit everyone, being as i'd love to have made further progress in the rankings when the system comes back.

well i'm going to try my best to visit some of your guys' sites. i also have to do Algebra II/Trig and Lord Hotpants is making us read 63 pages in 2 days, so Tuesday wil, have lots of reading.

i hope the lovey content did not annoy you all too much, and i will now leave.

-Quote-

its not really a quote i just want to put in a little more love.

see, i hate my first name, thats why i go by initials, but whenever bev says my full first name i melt, its so strange, such a hated word, sounds so sweet and perfect from her lucious lips.
i can't believe how much i love her.
it will be so nice when i get hold her and kiss her and keep her as all mine in the future.

-Senshi jokes-
Do you know the strongest feeling you can have in your heart?
Senshi's heel.

-AP Comments-

Kit: WRITE MORE AP FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!

Me: Alright already...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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