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Sunday, September 24, 2006


well, i guess i should start typing now.
well, i must say that today was pretty good, it wasn't fantastic, but overall it was a good day.

well off the bat i woke up and talked to Bev, being as there was a UFC Pay-Per-Veiw, and being as these days i don't get to talk to my beloved late into the night, so my only chance to be with her was in the morning, and it was really sweet and cute. i always have fun when i'm with her, no matter what is going on in the world, when i'm with her it all just melts away, and everything is happy.
luckily though i had 6 hours with her, and thanks to multiple runs, as she sometimes has to hang up, we spent about half of it together. and like always i thoght about her a lot, long past the point i must hang up her spell still lingers over me, its such a nice feeling, being semi-intoxicated by the air of love she always leaves around me.
what a wonderous dream it will be when my love is in my arms, there for me to hold and touch, so i can fall asleep with her next to me, that is the predominent thought in my head before i pass into sleep. it makes me feel so warm and happy inside to think about her, she is mine, she really is, and she wants me as her's. its so hard to believe such a beautiful and wonderous thing is a reality, and that it will get better if i just endure.
endure, yeah, i'll endure the happiest time of my life,
SOMEHOW!
-^_^-

also we talked about our wedding day, niether of us ever wanted to get married before we met eachother, but now we want it. i know she'll look so great in her wedding dress, i know that will be such a wonderful day. but i'm in no hurry, that is something i want to be perfect, and being as me and my lover are planning to save the vows for the wedding soley. each expression of love will come when we both want it, the order does not matter.

but after that it was face punching time, well in 4 hours, first i watched a little TNA, which makes me believe i still like professional wrestling, if it doesn't suck.
then i watched Ultimate Fighter, well the last half, i was talking with my love on the phone for the first half, which of course was totally worth it! after that i watched FMA re-runs i'd never seen, because i was really late in liking the series. then came Bill maher. i must say that if he wasn't funny he'd be completly un-watchable. his beliefs are so left of center and insane that they themselves are a running joke, but i still enjoy the show so i can't complain.

and then came the face punching, and i must say it was a so-so card. rashad evans' fight was pretty awesome, other then that it was all kinda average. Hughes won again, i really don't like hyim, but damned if i believe if anyone can beat him, its just his wins look so lame, he always gets people in wierd holds where they can't defend themselves because their arms are tied up, then just hits them in the head, cheap but effective, i wish penn had won, that triangle choke/arm-bar was awesome, too bad it burned him out and he lost because of it. if my bro had been there it would have been way more tolerable, but he was absent until the very end, so that whole angle was ruined, plus my dad was asleep most of the day, so yeah, good times.

after Hughes' got his win i just flopped down on my face and rested, and emeadiatly, when my mind had a moment without a thought, it was siezed by my heart, and my mind was filled with warm thoughts of my beloved. my chest felt all warm and tingly, and i thought about how i want to get my beloved's name over my heart. i can't decide if i just wanr her name, or an eleborate design, if i get the latter i plan to get a heart wrapped in barbed wire, with a lock bearing her name at the end, locking the wire around my heart. i think that would look pretty cool. Bev wants to get my name over her heart too, but to tell you the truth i'm sorta conflicted. it is really romantic, and uber-sweet. but Bev loves the low-cuts, and i don't really think the chest tats look good when your boobies are hanging out. but i know if she wants it i'll let her have it, because when it comes to love, in stark contrast to my normal beliefs, i choose substance over style.
along with the heart tat i wanna get one of her kisses tattooed on the back of my neck/shoulder area, and a lower back tattoo, i really wanna look cute/hot, and i want to always know my body shows that i'm owned, wanted, kept, i belong.

in finality i wish to state i'm offended by the comercial that says there is no such thing as a hot, sweaty, sexy, guy. i really wanna prove that wrong. i mean i could wear all the clothes the chick in that comerical wears. skin tight black halter top? awesome, i'm like Albel! Skin tight leather pants? so sexy! tons of wrist bands and charm bracelets? i'd do that every day one i get them! plus, i use secret deoderant and i wear perfume, i really have no BO, and i'm pretty sure i've got a hot enough body. i just need to firm up a little more and get a tan. that and get around to getting rid of the body hair, i never liked it any way. i should probably go commando too, the boxers would mess with the skin toight ness and showing skin.
don't you think a pretty boy in those types of clothes could pull off being hot and sex when they get all wet?

-Quote-

Bev: If i were a guy i'd sound so gay.

Me: so? if i were a girl i'd be like a les... no, i'd pretty much be like a normal girl...

Bev: thats whats so cute about you! i love you so much.

Me: the only reason you're not a lesbian is that i have a penis...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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