myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Monday, September 25, 2006

oh my fans...
yeah, its always good when your comment box is filled with people thinking you are the cutest thing ever, people who think you are a narcissistic parrot, people who believe you're relationship is doomed to failure, and people that just tell you "BEAWRE!"
yeah, i'm so lucky to have you guys to inspire me to constantly rant in this site that is a mircocasm of what it would be like if i was a cult leader. so now the ranting shall now commence, brace yourselves pathetic FOOLS!

okay, first of all me and my beloved have been together for 13 monthes, it seems i'm constantly asked that, so i'd imagine everyone who wants to know is never around. yes, i realize all that a wedding means, but after me and my love have spent four years apart, by the time she moves here, we're going to live in sin, as they say. i wanna get out of my parents' houses and into one with my love, so is marriage really that big of a step after that? i dson't see marriage as being a huge step forward in the relationship, i believe it is the feeling that you need no other, that this is the person you want to spend forever with, without a doubt, that is what matters to me, whether we get married tomorrow or never, what really matters is what my feelings are. i just really want to share the ceremony with her, i want to take her to prom, i wanna go to her's, i wish i could take her home-coming, yeah at certain times i hate the distance, but it tempts me more to just take up roots and run away to her than to dump her, she really is the most important thing in the world to me, a source of perpetual happiness. i realize you all doubt me, that a lot of the wiser, world traveled people think that i am just a naive little shit getting swept up in puppy love. and i guess because this is my first relationship i have no concept of how good or bad it is, but i know i've never been close to this happy before. and i realize you guys will never believe me, because i'll never be able to tell you, because really, as cheesy as it sounds the way i feel about Bev is more than words could ever express. i tell you the details, and i try to describe the feelings, but i'm starting to think it's impossible. if there is one thing in the world i'm sure of its that i'm in love with her, no one else could ever compare to her. everything about her i love, even things that are even remotely bad, and by that i mean if another person had those traits they'd annoy me, but in Bev i just think they are adorable and endearing. i really do love her, so much it hurts, i'm so into her it is an obsession, and she loves me for me, she supports me and always help me out and make me feel better. i really couldn't ask for anything more, because i wouldn't risk giving any of this up.

and so what if 50% of marriages fail, but you see people with several failed marriages, 3, 4, 5, 13. and if your marriage works, its 1 for life, so i think that number is deceptivly bad. plus i have faith that me and my lover would work it out, some people just quit, me, and espeacially Bev never give up, so i know that this is going to work. i have finally found paradise, and i'm not giving it up.
and by the way, i used to hate the idea of marriage, and i've always hated kids, but once i thought of having little beings that are the creation of me and my beloved bonded as one, now i don't think i could ever have too many. and once i thought of Bev in that wedding dress, and back to when Bev told me she would want to propose to me and marry me, so that the kids would have a stable home, now i love both, i'm so happy to have a person i can truly love. a person who as i said, can make me do something i absolutly hate with all my being, and make me enjoy every moment of it.

and i know about the financial shit, i would be hard, but Bev is going to take care of the money, she really is a great girl. she may be sweet and loving, but she doesn't put up with my shit, which is the greatest gift of all. so i know that if i wanted money we didn't have, she'd keep it away from me, but i know she'd make it worth while, the way only a devoted lover can.

i think we have a pretty good idea of whats going on, and its still 3 years til then, also there is the idea that the best laid plans can always fail, life is what happens while you're making other plans.

now for the narcissism,
yes, i love myself a lot. but its all thanks to my lover. she gives me confidence, i always loved myself, but she made me adore me. because of her i see that i'm pretty, i'm great at flirting, seducing and just being sexy. thanks to her i have confidence, she really is a miracle to have.

myui, pillows, i hope one day i'll be able to convince you i really have something good with her, but i have to thank you for questioning me, becuse in justifying it, i remember just how much i have.

-quote-

Bev: *mopey/emotional* You'll never leave me, you promise?

Me: *confident and romantic* I promise i'll never leave you.

Bev: *all happy* Me too.

Me: *whine*

Bev: huh? um... *cute giggle* oh, i promise i'll never leave you too!

Me: and we both never break our word, so we'll be together forever.

gotta admit we're cute!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!

p.s. remind me to talk more about the swaety sexy guy thing next time!
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