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Monday, October 2, 2006


enh.
well today has been a little less that great, i'll go into details as the post goes on.
well as for the good things, me and Bev spent a lot of time with eachother yesterday, there were a lot of on-and-off calls, so basically the whole day was devoted to Bev, Bev and AOTS [i've got a lot of old eps stored up, i have to get back to seeing the eps on time] but when i got home unfortunatly Bev was out, and even after she was supposed to be back the phone was busy, for over 2 hours, by 11:15 i was heart broken, i wanted so bad to hear her voice, it was at that point the phone was no longer busy, but then all i got was answering machine, so i left a rreally sappy message about how i tried, and i really missed her, and if she could to call me back. well at about 12:30 she decided to call me back [i swear she's messing with me at times, so cute] except it was on the accursed cell-phone, and being as she wasn't even supposed to be on she had to whisper, and couldn't really be too flirty, but it was really nice to hear her voice, and i was able to sleep in peace upon our hang-up.

but once i got up and went to school today it all kinda went down-hill...
well first hour was pretty good, we have to draw our favorite Greek god or goddess, i'm doing Aphrodite of course, as i was drawing her head i realized she beared a major resemblence to another character...
Zechs.
Seriosly! the head and face look just like Zechs! then, being as i drew her in her magic corset, she ended up being dressed as Chii, so now i have Zechs-face Chii-body. then of course we have my inability to draw boobs, so first her boobs looked all abstract shaped, then saggy, now they are way too round, but they are the best breasts i can remember drawing in a long time, plus she is wearing a corset, and is the goddess of beauty, so inhumanly perky boobs are a bit acceptable. i am getting better though, i drew really good eyes, they actually look symetrical for once, in fact i got the boobs and and legs in snyc too. at first i screwed up the body length, i made the navel-pelvis area way too long, but i made sure to fix that. i drew a pelvis and i realized itmakes legs a lot easier to draw, and i used my Bishoujo book to draw a great skirt, and the Zechs looking hair is awesome too, i really wish i didn't have to color it, i suck so bad at coloring, i know i'm going to ruin it, i want to practice inking and coloring on bad pics, but it appears i'm forced to use this one, i hope i don't ruin it too badly.

second hour went without good or bad, but third hour was pretty bad, Lexzak is a great teacher, and all the guys are funny, but i realize that i don't belong with them, they never want to hear what i say, they don't care about me, i feel so shunned in there, they all laugh and tell funny stories, but they don't want to hear mine, they don't like me at all, i never really realized how painful it is to be shunned before. i mean there have been plenty of times i got the vibe that no one wants to hear what i say, but back then i wasn't this out-going, or the place was a cold, unsocial place, but here a place full of a buch of people who are all friends, who the teacher loves, and none of them want to hear what i have to say. its hard for me to be in a place full of activity and stay silent, but i suppose its better than feeling like my words are unappreciated. i just guess i better get used to it, whining like a little emo bitch solves nothing.
oh well, even an entertainer like me needs to know when an act ain't cuttin it. these ass-monkies are missing out, and i will havre more time to draw or write if i just give up on these pricks.
In Gaylord's, a.k.a. Lord of the Daisey-Dukes' class we have to do this absurd outline of the book we read, "Alas, Babylon." instead of a real paper about it he just wants so stupid listing thing that requires pointless memorization of things that don't matter, and we already took the test on the book, i really hate this guy.

well thanks to capt. Douche-Bag i may not be able to visit you guys til fri, but i promise i will as soon as i can.

i really hope i have a good on the phone with Bev tonight, i really need it!

-Quote-

Bev: Hi, i'm not supposed to be on the phone right now.

Me: then why'd you call?

Bev: Because you left that message, it was so sad and cute, i couldn't resist calling.

Me: Glad i'm too cute to resist.

Bev: You sure are!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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