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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I post, you read...
its a symbiotic relationship!
okay, right off the bat i'd like to go on a huge rant about social-classism, but first i must q-tip my ears... okay then. well in any case i was annoyed by someone comparing me to "preps," i know not who said it, i care not who said it, i hold no grudges. well to get back on track what i'm talking about is that i'm annoyed by the cliques and classes, its annoying. i'm sick of all the damn popular kids at my school, stupid emos. see i'm annoyed that people seem to be popular for pretending to be depressed, its not cool to be depressed, and we, at this age really don't have any reasons to. people give up too damn easily, because at this point the world is an enabler, somebody goes, "oh, my parents are mean, well the song tells me to slit my wrists, i'll try that." see i don't think that the songs INTRODUCE depression, they REAFFIRM the thoughts. i don't know, these are only hypothesi, i know when i was depressed i was looking for a way out of the hole, and i sure wasn't going to let people think its "ok" to be depressed. that is another thing that is annoying, tolerance, telling everyone its okay to be inferior its okay to be obese, or illiterate, or mentally ill. if you look in the mirror at 16 and you weigh 300 pounds, can read at a 2nd grade level and have razor scars all over you limbs, you are not "OK" you are a massive failure. people give up too easily, they see a failing and dwell on it, until they are listening to "my immortal," while sobbing and cutting themselves. find the good in yourself and use that for strength, and any failing turn into anger, determination, not sorrow. thats my advice for the day.
bhut i'm off subject, what i'm sick of is people hating eachother based off of their class. look, i'm no mother tersea, i'm a horrible person, but my hate is distributed justly and fairly, i hate people of all creeds and colors, and i like just as diverse amount of people. i love hearing "alternative" people complain how "fake" "preps" are. yeah, like you are real, in your t-shirt from a band you never listened to, and your other mass produced unique-wear. you are speacial and unique, in the exact same way most everyone else is. and there are plenty of people who really are that unbarably happy and shallow, not all preppy people are disingenuos, sure most are, just like most emos. i like i once saw a REAL non-conformist, i swaer this person made marilyn Manson look like Greg Brady, and they were, CLINICALLY DEPRESSED, and what they said will never leave me "i'm sick of all these poser pretending to be depressed, i am, and its not fun, and not cool." i must admit i don't have the guts to say anything to any of you guys face to face or directly, just please take this advice to mind.
now i plan to dress emo-y, and i act preppy, but see i'm not trying to be unique, i wanna look good, i don't care if the look is original or not, to me my personality is fine, its the physical representation that is lacking, and if anyone does call me emo then they are a moron, and i don't have time for them.
another thing i think is funny is when i see people who actually think that you can be yourself AND be popular. see there are people who are born insanly happy or clinically depressed, Bev is lucky, she mostly is the first, has a little of the second, and dresses like noth, so she gets it both ways. but other than those examples being yourself gains you the people who like you for you, which in most dsituations aren't a lot of people. see mostly you can be yourself, or popular, and its fun to see people who want it both ways, you can either be satisfied with having people who like the real you, or be happy that you are uber-popular, or that you can fool people into liking your deception, its really that simple. sure some times i dislike that people don't like me, but a second later i say "fuck them" and move on. i'm changing style now for me and for Bev, the only two people in the world that matter.
well i hope i get done on here earlier, so i can some body work done, i need to get in shape, i still want to be able to pull off the whole tight leather pants and skin hugging black halter-top look to prove there are hot, sweaty, sexy, guys.
-Quote-
"with how low and tight my pants are, i may as well go commando, i have the theighs and pelvis for it."
-me
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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