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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
energyless.
well i'm pretty tired right now, i basically slept through Eureka 7, though i imagine that is a common reaction to that show.
i was planning on just doing a short post, but i think that is impossible for me. but hell, you guys might luck out anf get a shorter post, no promises though.
okay, i was pretty happy reading my comments, ce[t till the end, i still got a bit accused, well i believe i was, i could see the accusitory statements as being broad exclamations, but in any case i'd like to further clear things up.
i don't base broad statements, my beloved and two friends both enjoy dressing emo, i think hot topic is an aphrodisiac to Bev, if her parents didn't hate the place i'm sure her woredrobe would be entirely from it. see i'm not talking about just seeing a person and going "you're an emo, i hate you." i mean associating with a person and realizing they are a shallow dickwad. i think the emo drawing are annoying, but its not a fatal blow or anything, cuz i haven't seen said drawings, but the ones i speak of are like the little gingerbread-man looking dudes with the little broken heart drawn on their chest, and a rain cloud over them. now see that is an example of being a poser, i've drawn shit when i was miserable, i think i know about illistrating depression, and this was illistrating "i pretend to be depressed, LOVE ME!" these fake shits annoy me, if you are really depressed then i have no problem with you, infact i seem to attract depressed people, at least two close friends on here, friends in real life, and my beloved, i seem to attract people who have deep wounds in their souls, i'm pretty bad off phsychologically too, i just got cold, not sad. when it comes to love and romance i'm all emotional, if i see some sugar-fluff love scene i get all choked up, or if one of my complex plans concieved under the rules of my mind fails in the harsh, real world, i weep like a bitch. but when my dog dies i miss her, but about an hour after her death it didn't hurt anymore, i adjust. my uncle tortured, raped and killed an underaged boy, and i accepted that, it didn't even shock me. somebody threatens to commit suicide and i tell them they are weak, and i tell their friends that thy are as good as dead, you can't keep someone alive against their will, and i tell them they have to learn to accept reality, no matter how cruel. when my friends learned that about me, i swear, from the look in their eyes and the inflection in their voice, i thought they'd never want to talk to me again. maybe i'm lucky, i have no pain, but then again the fact that in the face of deep sorrow i lose empathy, maybe its worse.
i think my lover is the same way, i've seen her act like me at times, it doesn't bother me, how could it? and dshe is really devoted to me, whenever i even mention i slightly dislike something she tries to change it, she tries so hard to be perfect for me. i think its like rearranging hearts on a love letter, i'm already head over-heels for her, yet she does everything she can to get me even better, its the effort that counts, and she's so cute trying so hard, i love her so much
i'm so uber-lucky to have her.
well i hope this offered more inctite into situations and stuff, i hope you all don't see me as cruel, we all have our problems, i just advertise mine, but i don't wallow in them, i don't scar myself over them, i'm not weak. i live with my sins, i won't die for them.
AP is my story i'm writing, i guess technically its a fanfiction, but its is so wierd and off dogma its more of a parody, a spoof. and really, anything you don't know google or wiki can fix, i think its pretty good, and everyone other than my biggest critic agrees [he thinks my writing is "not so great"] but i think it is tolerable. see for yourself, just have me pm it to you and you can be the judge. i used to have it on FanFiction.net, but i found the system there and the people there unhospitable and unfriendly, i might go back to doing it on there, but it was never really compatable with that site. just take it by pm please.
i really want readers, help a brother out.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
(Yoshima) Beverly= Hiya!!!
hehehe broke in his site again....It's fun!
I'M NOT AN EMO you freanking asshole!
hehehe!
I love U!!!!!! I wanna cookie!
And a litte attention never hurted the birds!
*huggies*
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