myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Saturday, November 11, 2006

There is a certain irony in blogging about how much you dislike emos...
i just felt like pretending i'm P!ATD for a second and use an entire paragraph for a title.

but in any case here i am blogging again, because i guess my random tirades are entertaining, so you guys keep coming back, even though i can't visit as much as i used to.

well i've wanted to get a little bitching off my back, i've wanted to complain for a while, i finally confided in my lover, and now i will make it public knowledge.
i think Dafina scammed me.

i really do, i really think that for those two years i was being used, or at least her appearent warmth towards me was only a front. after the first year she gave me her AIM address, and anyone who knows me from back then knows that i was despirate i was to get into contact with her, but it was not to be, i would stay up late hoping to see her name pop up, but it hardly ever happened. and even when she did show up it seemed that she was unpleasantly suprised that i got on. but i trusted her, i wanted to believe she was my friend, that even if she didn't love me she'd see me as a good friend.
and last year i would wander around the whole school trying to find her to talk to her, because i wanted to make sure we would be friends, i wanted us to stay in contact after she graduated, and a few times i did and we walked around talking, it seemed she liked me, that we would be friends, i gave her an SD Wing Zero action figure because she liked Gundam Wing and Heero was her favorite character, and on the last day for seniors i sought her out, sobbing like a little bitch and asked her if we would stay in contact, she said we would for sure, and before that she said that she still had the love letter i gave her that had my address and other info, and that she'd mail me a senior picture, i've yet to get any contact from her.
i think she played me, i think she used me to get answers in math when we shared a math class, and maybe she tjougght i'd disapear the next year, or maybe she enjoyed watching me trying to get her to like me, i don't know what, but i think now she never planned to be my friend.
and for a while that hurt me, it made me really sad, but then i realized how much it hurt bev for me to be sad all the time, and especially over another girl, so with her help, trying to be strong for her, i got over Dafina, if she came back i'd probably be happy, but by now i've given up...

i bought a stupid yearbook just to get her stupid picture. god i'm a stupid fucker, so many people have abandonded, shunned, and avoided me that one more doesn't hurt.

its good to know that you were kidding, my worthy opponent, its just that you are soi fucking cynical and sarcastic, its hard to know when you are serious
same thing happens to me
but i think Gundam SEED is pretty good, yeah there were a few bad spots, but overall i thought it was an exceptional anime
right behind Chobits on my favorites list

well i gotta finish an uber-late B-Day present for my lover, so i gotta leave fast.

-Quote-

Shinn gives me evidence that dubs do suck

Shinn: People who don't know anything about stuff, really shouldn't talk like they do...

"Stuff?!"
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!?
was there no better word?
"things" would have worked fine
"stuff" sucked

i'll give a summary about Destiny tomorrow
mention it if you want it

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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